In Your Arms ( Med Series #1)

Chapter 59

Dedicated to: ynntrsh30

Chapter 59

Never change

I need to clarify things between Ry and me. Simula nang tinanggihan ko ang kaniyang nararamdaman sa akin ay hindi na siya nagpapakita pa at hindi niya na rin ako pinapansin.

Kung magkikita kami sa hospital ay siya ang kusang iiwas sa aming dalawa. Hindi naman ako makahap ng tiyempo na makausap siya dahil sa tuwing binabalak ko ay busy din siya.

He's drifting away from me. I don't want to lose the friendship we build for ten years. I want him to talk to me and be honest with me. Now that I need to clarify one thing from him—that came really from his mouth.

Iyon ang bumabagabag pa sa isipan ko. Hearing from Reeve what happened before wasn't enough for my mind to be at peace. Naabutan ko siya sa hotel noon katapat ng hotel room kung saan ko nakita ang sarili ko. Bakit hindi niya agad sinabi sa akin ang totoo.

Why did he lie? At ang pagsunod ba niya sa akin sa ibang bansa ay may kinalaman din dito?

And now I will make sure that I will talk to him in person. To clarify things between us. To know what really happened that time.

And now the time has come.

"Ry, I want to talk to you," I held his wrist that made him stopped.

He was wearing his eyeglasses and holding a chart reading something. Kanina ko pa siya hinahanap dito sa loob at sa wakas ay nagpakita na rin siya sa akin.

"For what?" I can sense the coldness in his voice. He can't even look at me straight in the eyes.

"For a lot of things," I replied.

"Did you two got back together?" he slowly asked, a hint of bitterness in his tone.

I shook my head and answered him, "We're not."

Hindi pa kami nagkabalikan kasi may kailangan pa akong gawin. I need to finish this business before jumping into another business to avoid confusion and conflict within myself.

I need to settle this thing first so that I could really breathe without a doubt in my heart anymore.

"I'm sure you heard it from him then. Is that what you wanted to talk about?" he asked, taking already a hint of what was going on.

Inayos niya ang kaniyang suot na eyeglasses at tinakpan ang chart. Huminga siya ng malalim at hinarap na ako ng tuluyan.

Ngumiti siya pero hindi umabot sa kaniyang mga mata. Malayong-malayo sa ngiti niyang binibigay sa akin noon.

"After my shift is done, let's talk, and I will tell everything," he told me and walk out.

I was anticipating this day to come. To have a formal talk with him, hoping he would tell me everything. Na hindi nagsisinungaling sa akin. And I hope I would clearly know the answer from him.

I told Reeve about this. At first ayaw niya na makipag-usap ako sa kaniya. He thinks that Ry is not good for me. But I needed this. I needed to clarify and settle things between us. I need to hear him out. That's why he let me. Hinding pwede kay Reeve lang na kwento ang pakikingan ko.

I want to know both sides, if possible, I also want to talk with his mother in person.

Tinapos ko ang lahat na pwede kong tapusin sa araw na iyon. Bukas pa matatapos ang shift ko kaya isisingit ko lang sa oras ko ang pakikipag-usap sa kaniya. I don't want to miss a chance again now that he willingly wanted to talk to me.