In a Secret Relationship With My Professor (Series 1)

PROLOGUE

It’s Saturday I suggested to Knox to stay at his condo for the whole day. We spend time to each other, we ate breakfast together , we watched movies, we slept together and we set a romantic dinner. Hmm, this is it, I will do my plan now.

“Let’s break up, Knox.” I said it without showing emotion on my face, then looked at him directly to his eyes. I saw pain across his eyes and he avoided my gaze. His jaw clench trying to calm himself.

“We’re still happy awhile ago, baby. Is there a problem? Please tell me what’s wrong. Please don’t do this to me.” He pleaded and cupped my face. His eyes is bloodshot, then he even bit his lips to control his tears.

Even though I don’t want to break up with him, I needed to because our relationship is on the verge to provoke. Walang secretong hindi mabubunyag. At kahit anong gawin naming pag-iingat pagdating sa relasyon namin, Malalaman at malalaman din nila ito.

“Let’s just end what we have, Knox. You see I’m tired of what we have, we’re hiding our relationship. And it somehow tire the hell out of me!” I shouted to his face. Napahilamos siya sa kanyang mukha.

“Are you tired of it? You don’t want to hide our relationship anymore? Then, let’s officially announce our relationship in public.” He said and hugged me so tight.

“Are you thinking? If we’ll announce it to everyone. You’ll be ruined! You’ll lost your License as a Professional Teacher! You’ll lost what you have.”

“I don’t care if I lost it. As long as I have you, you’re enough. Just please don’t leave me baby,” I heard his sobs and it pain me.

“Let just end this, Knox. Please don’t make it hard for the both of us,” I said nonchalantly. Buti hindi ako nauutal, labag sa akin ang mga sinasabi ko pero kailangan ko itong gawin.

“Don’t you love me anymore?” He asked. I can’t take his stares that’s why I avoided it.

“Yes, I don’t love you anymore,” I said.

“Tell it directly to me. Tell it straight while looking to my eyes,” He said firmly. He wiped his tears and bravely face me. I took a deep breath and looked to his eyes.

“I don’t love you anymore. Let’s end what we have.” Buti nasabi ko sa kanya ng deretsahan iyun, buti hindi ako nautal.

“It’s that what you want? Okay, thanks for everything then. I hope our path don’t cross each other again.” He said in a cold baritone voice. I felt a pang of pain in my chest after hearing his words. It hurts me so much.

Parang kanina lang, ayaw niya akong makipaghiwalay, pero heto na, pumayag siya. Desisyon ko naman ito, kaya panindigan ko.

This is for the sake of everyone, I need to do the right things even though I need to sacrifice my love for him, my happiness and my baby’s condition. Yes, we were having a baby.  I mean babies, because they are twins. But I almost have miscarriage because of too much stressed.

I need to sacrifice because I don’t want to cause of his downfall, and be the death of our unborn child.

“Goodbye,” I whispered as I turned my back on him.

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