{Not Continuing}Barstool

Chapter Ten

- Lola's POV -

In that moment I didn't know what to do. I sat there with my mouth hanging open in shock, I felt like I was being cheated on even though he hardly knows I exist. Lilah stared at me with her eyes wide open like she had seen a ghost, I didn't know what to do.

"Lola.." Lilah said quietly while reaching her hand out across the table. I pushed her away and stormed out of the bar. Lilah ran after me.

Why was I so angry and upset? It's not like he had done anything wrong. I have only known of his existence for 4 days and he has been in every single dream since then. He has been in my mind everyday but he doesn't even know I exist. I'm such a freak.

I hurried down the street with tears in my eyes.

"Lola wait!" Lilah shouted as she struggled to run after me in her huge heels. Everyone was staring at me and I couldn't think straight.

I'm never one to share how I feel but everything was building up in that moment. Through all the stress of college and strict parents and now falling for a guy who has a girlfriend?! I don't know what to do.

"Lola!" Lilah shouted as she caught up with me. My face was covered in tears, she hugged me tightly.

"Why am I so upset about this I'm such a creep!" I screamed loudly. Lilah hugged me tighter and sighed.

"Let's go home, okay?" She said calmly before putting her arm around me and walking back to the train station.

After taking a fit, the train journey back home was silent. There wasn't much people on the train except for me, Lilah and a few other strange people.

Lilah kept glancing over at me with a frown on her face, but I kept my eyes on the window even though it was too dark outside to see anything.

We got back but I hardly said anything to her. She gave me a hug and then left me at my front door. I opened it slowly to reveal my mum and dad standing angrily on the other side.

"Where the hell have you been?!" My mum said slightly raising her voice, but I didn't even answer. I walked passed them slowly with my head down.

"Stay right were you are missy!" My dad shouted. I stopped walking and turned to face them.

"I was walking around with Lilah. Just.. Walking" I said in a low tone. They said nothing so I continued walking upstairs. My phone beeped loudly, it was a text from Lilah;

"Hey Lo, you okay? X"

I sighed and threw my phone into my bag and lay on my bed. I'm fed up.