Unexpected~ (Completed♡)

24

Starr's P.O.V.

I slowly did so as Liam gently touched my still dark red ass, "Explain."

"Before I left I was moody and Tony spanked me for being a bitch."

SMACK!

I yelped, curling my toes. That hurt like hell.

"Don't cuss or call yourself names."

"Yes sir. I'm sorry."

"This changes things.", he muttered, putting my leggings back on and quickly tying my hands and feet to the couch, "You're getting twenty no matter how much you scream, do you understand?"

"Yes sir." He laid a thick leather paddle on my ass,

WHACK! WHACK! WHACK! WHACK! WHACK! WHACK! WHACK! WHACK! WHACK! WHACK! WHACK! WHACK! WHACK! WHACK! WHACK! WHACK! WHACK! WHACK! WHACK! WHACK!

I was sobbing and begging by the third, but as promised, he didn't stop until twenty. I took the time when he was untying me to force myself to calm down.

"You did good kiddo.", Liam said softly as I stood.

"Th-Thank you."

"Don't thank me. It's my job. I... think you should go talk to Trevor for a bit." I nodded a little as he led me out and to a living room. I sat on the couch slowly as Trevor looked up from his book,

"You okay?" I nodded a little bit.

"Will you talk to her while I handle Juno?", Liam asked.

"Yeah, of course." Liam left as I let out a breath, 

"That was fucking terrible."

"Don't let Liam hear you talk like that.", Trevor advised, "But, yeah, the first time is the worst. It really does get better though and once he knows you're gonna stick with it, he won't just leave you like that. He'll stay and comfort you until you're okay because it's part of it. He just... he gets attached easily." I nodded a little bit,

"Can-Can I ask a question?"

"Sure."

"Why...Why did you use safeword once?" He paused,

"When I was two, my mom left. My dad was all I'd ever known and we were really close. When he found out I was using, he told me to quit or leave so I left. I didn't know it at the time, but for the two weeks I was gone, he followed me. A man tried to mug me and my dad saved me and died in the process. I've been in a home ever since." He stopped for a second, "Two weeks ago, I relapsed. I panicked and called Liam and to say he was livid is an understatement. And I-I know he was mostly mad at himself because he felt like he was failing at his job but that's not the case. In a fit of rage while lecturing me, he asked what my dad would think. I-I just kinda lost it and used safeword and he felt terrible. He still does. I've had an easy few weeks compared to what if would be if he hadn't screwed up too."

"I'm really sorry Trevor." He shrugged,

"Life happens. I'll get over it."

"Why'd you call him when you relapsed?"

"He's kinda all I have left. I trust him more than anyone and he's my biggest role model right now."

"I-I am?", Liam asked coming back in. Trevor nodded,

"Yeah, who else? You always help me even when I don't really deserve it. And I-I kinda feel like part of your little family."

"You are part of it kid. Are you staying over?"