Unexpected~ (Completed♡)

33

Lily's P.O.V.

"Are you okay?", Issac asked.

"I-I'm high.", I blurted out.

"What?"

"And I snuck out and got drunk last night." Nathan looked up from his phone,

"No you didn't."

"Yes I did. I'll be in the study.", I said, going to leave.

"Freeze.", they both demanded. I did so.

"Why are you trying to get in trouble?", Issac asked.

"Are-Are you trying to make us spank you?", Nathan asked. I swallowed hard, looking away. "You are. Why?"

"I-I deserve it."

"If you do something wrong, yeah. But you haven't done anything."

"You-You guys have been stressed out and-and you've been kinda angry lately and I make it worse."

"A. No, you don't. B. I'm sorry we've been testy, it's not your fault or because of you. And C. Hitting you in any way will never make us feel better. It makes us feel a hundred times worse kid."

"Nathan's right.", Issac said softly, 

"I know you're still really scared of us. It's something we need to fix."

"I-I don't wanna be afraid of you guys. You're my brothers.", I whispered, my voice cracking. 

"We're gonna fix it.", Issac said, gently leading me to the couch and putting me between them, "Promise."

"I miss daddy. I miss our family.", I cried softly as they held me. 

"So do we babes."

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Issac knocked on my cracked door,

"C'mon kid. Out of your room."

"But-"

"Hey, rules are you get an hour, I gave you two. Don't push it." Since they caught me cutting, I couldn't be alone in my room unless I was sleeping. 

"Fine.", I whispered, getting up and following him out. I paused in the living room, here Nathan got drunk, "Drinking doesn't help any of us." He shrugged, 

"Helps me."

"Fuck you Nathan.", I spat, getting his attention.

"Excuse me?"

"Fuck. You.", I repeated, "You've treated me like shit for weeks now and I'm done. It's been two fucking years, I get that you hate me for it, you've made that clear, but if you're going to sit around and get drunk and be a dick, you need to leave."

"It's my fucking house! You leave!"

"If I had anywhere to go, I'd be gone in an hour."

"You put her on the streets, why shouldn't I do the same to you?"

"I did not put her on the fucking streets. I gave her to a fantastic fucking family-"

"She has no mom!"

"She has two fucking incredible dads Nathan. And they would be so goddamn happy to introduce her to her uncle. You can go see her anytime-"

"No, I can't."

"And why not?"

"Because what do I say when she eventually asks about you!? That you fucking hate her!?"

"When she's old enough to understand, you explain that I was fucking twelve. I couldn't even take care of myself, let alone a baby. And later, when she's even older than that, you tell her the truth. Or tell her to call me, since your truth is bullshit." I paused, "When I look at her, all I can see is his lips on mine and his hands on my neck, my body-"