Always and Forever (grayson dolan fanfiction)

Chapter 12: Brittany's Party

I awoke to see that Melanie and ethan were still sleeping and so was grayson. I went to the bathroom and threw up...once again. Im getting so tired of this, but its natural for a pregnant woman to throw up. I climbed back into bed and fell asleep.

(2 hours later)

I woke up again but saw that Melanie, Ethan, and Grayson werent here. I went downstairs and saw that they were eating breakfast with Lisa and Sean (Mr and Mrs Dolan). "Morning everyone" i said as i pecked gray on the lips. "Morning shelly" everyone said back. I grabbed a plate and ate everything a pregnant woman would eat. Melanies phone vibrated and her face was shocked. "What happened?" I asked. "Brittany is having a part and she invited us" she said with still a shocked face. "WHAT!!!" I said dropping my fork. "Whats wrong" Lisa asked. "Brittany is some stupid bitch that i got into a fight with. That was before i was pregnant" i told Lisa still angry. "Ohhhh, i see. I once got into a fight with a girl back in high school. I beat her so bad, she had to move. Never saw that ugly face again" Lisa said laughing. We all laughed and Melanie went back to her notification. "So are we gonna go?" Melanie asked. "Um...i dont know" i said nervously looking at gray. "Baby, lets just go and see what happens. I'll be with you and i would never leave your sight. Ok" grayson said kissing my cheek. "I guess it wouldnt hurt just to leave" i said finishing up my breakfast. "Yasss!!! But if that bitch comes near you, imma knock all her fucking teeth out" Melanie said showing her fists. We all got ready. I decided to wear a pink faded skirt attached with a white top and some black heels with a black and white bow in my hair. I looked flawless. We all finished getting ready and left to the party. As we arrived, we saw so many people. I looked at Gray and said "always by my side". He said "always by your side" holding my hand. I smiled and we got out of the car. We entered her house and it was huge!!! But i still hated her guts tho. 15 minutes went by and i only drank water. Melanie and ethan had a great time and so did Gray. Until things got bad. He was drunk. "Baby, I'll be back. I need to go take a piss" Gray said with slurr speech. I already knew he was drunk by the way he was walking. "You ok babe" mel asked me. "Yea, if he gets too drunk, will you me able to drive" i asked her looking nervous. "Of course she replied. "I'll be back, im getting some more beer" she said walking off. I went to go check on grayson in the bathroom but i couldnt find him in there. Then i heard laughing coming from Brittanys bedroom. I opened the door and tears started to fall from my eyes. I just stared at the horrifying scene. I saw grayson ontop of Brittany with his pants unbuckled and her shirt completely off. She looked at and smiled and continued to make out with grayson. Grayson looked up at me and started smirking. He then blew me a kiss and also continued his little makeout session. I ran downstairs and grabbed melanie by the arm. "TAKE ME HOME NOW!!!" i said crying. "WHAT HAPPENED!!!" she asked worried. "Go upstairs and see for yourself" i said still with tears down my face. She ran back downstairs with a red fave of anger. "ETHAN!!!" she yelled balling up her fists. "Hey baby what happ-" she cut ethan off and yelled "GO UPSTAIRS AND LOOK IN BRITTANYS BEDROOM!!!" Melanie hugged me so tight and said "forget about him, he was an asshole. You deserve better ok hun." I didnt know what to do. As melanie was talking to me i heard ethan yelling. "GRAYSON!!! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!!!!" Ethan yelled with anger. "What do you mean? Im making out with brittany. Look at how big her boobs are. They are way bigger than that bitch Shellys" grayson said smiling at Brittany. "GRAYON!!! YOUR PREGNANT GIRLFRIEND IS DOWNSTAIRS CRYING HER FUCKING EYES OUT BECAUSE OF YOU!!!! SHE IS LIKE A SISTER TO ME AND THIS IS HOW YOU TREAT HER!!! BY KISSING SLUTS WHILE SHE IS PREGNANT WITH YOUR BABY!!!! I DONT EVEN KNOW IF I COUNT YOU AS MY BROTHER!!!" Ethan yelled so loud the music stopped. He came stomping down the stairs and gave me a tight hug. He kissed my forehead. I saw grayson at the top of the stairs. "You know what Shelly, i never loved you. I dont want you in my life, and i clearly dont want this baby in my life either!!" Grayson said  laughing. "Who would ever want to love you, i mean look at you. Your just a fat, ugly, slut, bitch, whore who deserves no one" Grayson said. Ever word that he said felt like i got stabbed a million times in the heart. "Your just a pregnant slut who should die in a whole" Brittany said holding grayson and laughing. Everyone was laughing except for melanie and ethan. I ran out the house and it felt like slow motion. People kept yelling "Pregnant bitch!" or "Die in a hole you piece of shit!" I felt like my world just ended. I ran all the way home. And by home i dont mean the dolans household. I mean the home as in my mom and my sister. Melanie and ethan ran after me but couldnt catch up. I ran into my house and hugged my mom so tight as i cried in her shoulder. "Mom, im sorry. You were right. I am a slut and you shouldve left me to die on the world because i cant take it anymore!" I said still crying. "Oh honey, i didnt mean any word of what i said. I know what grayson did. Melanie called me. You dont deserve a boy like that. Whatever he said is not true. I love you so much baby. Now go up to your room, take a showere and get some rest" my mom said kissing my cheek. As i went up halfway to the top of the stairs, my mom said "oh and shelly, grayson is an asshole dick. Im gonna talk to him tomorrow afternoon. Ok" i gave her a weak smile and replied with "ok". I climbed into my bed and cried. I wanted to kill myself but i couldn't because of my baby. I had no choice but to end my life. I wrote a note to my mom saying:

Dear Mom, i love you and emily very very much. I didnt know what to do but to just end my life completely. I want to do die with my baby together. If you are getting this note, you are probably wondering if I'll be ok. I wont. I wanna be with daddy and look over you and emily together. If you are looking for me, i am in the bathroom slashing my wrists and bleeding to death. This is all because of grayson. If you get this note, please tell melanie and ethan that i love them very much. And tell grayson that its his fault that im dead with his unborn child in me. Im sorry if i have to do this but i have no choice. I love you so much. Please take care of emily for me. Love....Shelly.

I left the note on my bed and hopefully my mom will find it. I went into the bathroom and sat on the floor. I found some razors and just held it in my hand. I kept staring at the blade. Then i did it. I made five slash marks for both my wrists. I yelped in pain while blood was pouring out. I got a towel and wrapped it around my wrists. I fainted from all the blood loss. And shut my eyes for a second and everything went black.

A/N: THIS CHAPTER IS VERY SAD. IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM, DONT SOLVE IT WITH SELF HARM. I KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE. IF THERE IS A GIRL OR BOY BULLYING YOU, DONT GO HOME AND END YOUR LIFE. PLEASE....I KNOW THIS IS JUST A STORY, BUT I KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE IN THE REAL WORLD. IF YOU NEED HELP WITH SOMETHING LIKE THIS, TALK TO AN ADULT OR TO A REALLY CLOSE FRIEND THAT CARES ABOUT YOUR BEING. IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM, YOU CAN ALWAYS COMMENT ON THIS CHAPTER AND WE'LL FIGURE IT OUT TOGETHER. LOVE YOU GUYS, YOURS TRULY SHELLY