Always and Forever (grayson dolan fanfiction)

Chapter 22: Horrible Problems

*2 days after the party*
Me and grayson are no longer together and i fell into a serious depression which is even worse than the others. If you dont know what happened, grayson cheated on me with his ex gf and proposed to her infront of me, mel and eth. I started to cut my wrists as usual but i tried something new. I started to become anorexic. I forced myself not to eat because i think of myself as fat or ugly. I never left my bed. Only if i need to shower or use the bathroom. I also insomnia. I havent slept in days since the whole thing happened. I have slit wrists, really skinny body, and purple bags under my eyes. My cheek bones show and my ribs show as well. I had to go to school so i wore a long sleeve shirt to cover my wrists and i also wore sunglasses to cover my bags under my eyes. As i entered class, everyone stopped and starred at me. A boy walked by me and nudged me which caused me to tip over. I just walked to the back of the room and sat in my seat. I looked over and saw Grayson kissing Chloes neck. I got so pissed off, i just stayed in my seat. Class started and people kept throwing papers at me...including Grayson. Melanie sat next to me and comforted me. I raised my hand to go to the bathroom with Melanie and as i was about to walk out, i heard someone say "fat pig". I looked to see who it was and it was who i knew would say that. Grayson. Me and melanie walked out and i just held a razor and looked in the mirror. "Shelly...dont do anything that'll hurt you" Melanie said grabbing the razor. "Thats the only thing that will make me feel better. That and talking to Emma" i said giving her a weak smile. She gave me a hug and we walked back to class. As we walked in, we heard chuckles from the class. We sat down and i felt a gooey substance on my seat. Everyone laughed as i tried to get up. "Shut up!!! All of you!!" Melanie said. The teacher even tried to get me out. I finally got up and the back of my pants were all ripped. My underwear showed which made the kids laugh even more. Including Grayson. Melanie gave me her sweater to wear and we went home for the day. I sat in my bathtub and cried. I fell asleep and dreamt about the whole thing happening all over again.