Her Innocence

CHAPTER 15

Waking up every day to ruin someone's life becomes a daily routine to me but certainly, this day is different. Funny, how God didn't abandon me despite the bad things I do, here in front of me, a gift from God, an angel.

Bumababa ako sa sasakyan para sundan siya. Everyone stared at her but when they notice me at the back of her, glaring at them they immediately went back to their business, scared. Fuck off fuckers.

I watched her talk with the group and I eavesdropped on them. I love her voice it sounds good to my ear. I let out a smirk as I imagined what she will sound like in bed. Moaning, screaming, and crying for pleasure. I feel my c0ck stirred a little.

When she is finally alone, I thought this is my chance but this stupid heart is racing for an unknown reason. Suddenly, I feel nervous. I shake my head.

Saxton is feeling nervous and scaredy-cat for a girl.

That will be a fucking news to everyone and no one will believe that because everyone knows who I am but why the fuck I'm so nervous.

Walking towards her, given the chance, I fucked it up.

That is a sick move, I admit, who will push someone to get their attention. I know in my fuck up mind that is not the right thing to do especially it is her it is okay to anyone but her. At that moment I can't think of any certain move to get her attention. My harshness first came to my mind.

I enjoy the pain of others. The terrified faces and the nervousness is satisfying but when I saw it on her face, it makes my fucking blood boil.

Instead of the euphoria, I get this fucking so-called conscience.

How can I let myself hurt her just for a fucking petty reason that even her she didn't know? All because I'm acting like a chicken who doesn't know how to strike a conversation.

You just really like to fuck things up, Saxton.

My hands clenched, when I saw her lift her face, revealing her beautiful angelic face again but this time it is different, it has tears running down to her pretty cheeks and I see in my own eyes how she cowered and stuttered.

Watching a target and shooting it and the amount of punches that I give to an opponent is well planned and calculated in my brain. I always have a plan in my mind for every move I've made.

And this lady made me forgot it all. I remained rooted in my place as I feel the remorse gets even worse. I watched how her leg tremble when she tried to stand and I want to thank the devils that I've made it on time before she reach the floor again.

She is fucking soft to my arm and as I enjoy her softness around me I didn't notice that my hold around her is hard that made her whimper again.

I scoop her into my arm but her fucking legs are so smooth and milky, mine gets hard a little, fuck this bastard didn't know how to bond.

When I lay down her to the bed, she is unconscious, I let out a big breath and gently touch the bruises that are starting to form. What a mess you made Saxton.

Tumayo ako at lumapit sa nagtatagong nurse. "Why don't you do your job instead of hiding here? You are getting paid to work here!" I shouted to the lady.

Namumutlang naglakad naman ito papunta sa stocks ng mga gamot. I followed her. "Give me a cream for bruise and scratch," utos ko na mabilis naman ako sinunod.

I looked at her sleeping form and fuck my heart is doing some crazy dance, this sounds so gay.

I snapped back my attention to the nurse when she dropped some bottles of medicine. "Fuck be quiet you might wake her!"