I'm With You. ~ Elizabeth Olsen

Contract.

Y/N POV
The next day I have another modeling session that goes normally and then I head to my therapy appointment. I bring my journal with me since I've been writing in it more and I kind of want to see the proud look on Linda's face when I show her.

"Hi Linda!" I greet and plop down on her couch.

"Hello, Y/N. Someone seems cheery today." She comments.

"I am. Nothing really crazy happened since the last time I saw you I don't think. I did have a nightmare though." I recall and remember not ever talking about it.

"What was the nightmare about?" She asks and I sigh.

"I don't really remember the whole thing. I think it had something to do with the blip." I offer and she nods.

"Did anything happen that day that you think may have triggered it?" She asks and takes a few notes down.

"Uhhhh I hung out with Robert Downey Jr. and talked a little bit about the blip with him. Maybe bringing it up with someone new triggered something in my mind?" I offer and she shrugs.

"Maybe. So how did you deal with it?" She asks.

"I cuddled with my puppy and Lizzie after she got me some water and went back to bed." I shrug and she nods.

"I noticed you brought something with you today." She smirks and I smile back.

"I did, it's my journal! It's actually quite handy. I doodle in it and write down what I'm feeling. I haven't really written anything about negative emotions, It's mostly about how much I love Lizzie." I confess and she laughs.

"That's okay, all emotions are good to get out onto the page. Have you felt any negative emotions since I last saw you?" She asks.

"Not that I can think of other than my usual anxiousness about being around new people. I had to kiss Scarlett at this party we had and that was weird but it's kind of funny to think about now. Rose and I got swarmed by paparazzi but I already talked about that with Scarlett. Rose called me her superhero and it made me really happy. Lizzie kind of had a moment about the wedding but I helped calm her down. I actually met Lizzie's dad properly this time and it went really well. So yeah, nothing really big to talk about for once." I shrug and Linda nods, her observant eyes still on me.

"So no big events that upset you. How are you feeling personally though? Sometimes you can have emotions or behaviors that seem little and insignificant. It doesn't always have to be something big but they are still important." She asks patiently and I hum in thought.

"Not that I can think of. And if I had them I've already sorted through them. I feel really good and I'm really excited to get married and travel a bit before starting work." I offer.

"Are you excited about work?" She asks and I nod.

"Yeah, it's going to be different since I won't be a the school. I think I will be okay. And if I'm not I can figure it out." I reply confidently.

"That's great Y/N. Proud of you." She offers with a kind smile.

"I'm proud of me too. But I'm still coming to see you." I warn and she laughs.

"How about we try doing every other week? How do you feel about that?" She offers instead.

"I guess we can try it. But if I need an extra appointment can I still do that?" I ask feeling a little anxious to not have this time every week.

"Of course. You can always call me if you are in crisis." She confirms. I smile when I think about Seb on the phone with his therapist walking around.