Little White of Secrets (Metro Series #2)

Chapter 32: Undergo

Chapter 32

Maingay, madilim, at nakakahilo ang buong paligid. A strong burning sensation dibbed my throat down to my stomach making my eyes shut tightly after I drank the shots Stacey and the rest of the group continue giving me.

Unti-unti na 'kong nawawalan ng balanse kaya kahit isang tabig lang sa'kin, sadya man o hindi ay napapa-atras ako o 'di kaya'y natatapilok. I want to endure the pain when Gwen pushed Jasper towards me but I just couldn't since I feel like I'm too busy finding a way to escape. Tumama ang dibdib nito sa'kin kaya masyadong malakas ang pagkabuwal ko paatras.

And this is not the first time they did it to me tonight.

I am wearing my killer high boots so I couldn't really maintain my balance. Lalo na kapag sa mga eksenang nanunulak sila ng kung sinong-sinong mga lalaki sa'kin kasabay ng mga alak na halo-halo at walang palya nilang pinapasubok sakin.

"Sorry, Ads..." Jasper apologize sensually.

He stopped me from falling by gripping both of my waist. Masyado na 'kong nahihilo sa halo-halong mga boses, alak, at mga tao. I want to removed his hands on my waist but when I tried to do it ay mas lalo lang ni Jasper hinigpitan ang hawak sa'kin. Sinubukan ko pa ulit na tabigin ang kamay niya sa bewang ko ngunit parang wala na 'kong lakas.

Imbes ay napahawak na lang rin ako sa dalawang braso niya. I rested my palm on his shoulders as I pant for air and light. Madilim. Sobrang dilim o baka pakiramdam ko lang 'yon dahil sa wisyong unti-unti ng kinukuha ng alak papalayo sa'kin.

"Jasper, painumin mo pa!"

"Let her try the Sierra Silver, Jasper."

"Stacey! Isn't too much for her?" boses iyon ni Beatrix na sinundan yata ni Roxanne.

Pilit ko silang tinitignan kahit na literal ng umiikot ang aking paningin at mundo.

"Masyado na rin yata marami ang nainom niya, Stacey..."

"Tss... I know Addie can handle it."

I forced myself to stood up straight. Mabilis kong kinuha ang kamay na nakapatong kay Jasper at lumanghap ng hangin. We're currently partying at Stacey's big garage with only the blue, neons, and some stroking lights on.

Sa harap namin ay ang isang malaking ping-pong table kung saan pa kami nakapaglaro kanina. Now that it's almost past mid-night, as what they think they should be, everyone is becoming more wild and unstoppable. Nagkalat na ang mga pulang plastic cup at sa harap ko ngayon ay ang mga iba't-ibang kaibigan ni Stacey, nakapalibot na rin sa amin na tila ba may magandang palabas na ginagawa ang celebrant kung kanino.

I could literally see the similarity of what's happening to me right now from the books or movie I have read and watch. Like the books and movies involves social encounters doing by some wild and liberated people, say partying, I feel like tonight, I am at it. Literally.

I feel like Stacey's group, they are the wild ones in the story. And tonight, I am their chosen prey.

Napasandal ako sa malamig na wall na nasa aking likod. The wall has a big dart board just above my head. And that's one of the things we played earlier when we're still calm and relax. I looked up to the dart arrow I tried to throw earlier. It was perfectly darted to the triple ring until Stacey beside me hit the inner bullseye right after I saw my score.

"Bullseye..." I remember her meaningfully voice just right beside me.

I pant for air as I try so hard to stay sober just like how I spot the group infront of me. But I know to myself that I am not anymore. I wiped my sweats on the forehead using my hand as I noticed Stacey come nearer at me. Nginitian niya 'ko bago hinawakan ang dulo ng kulot kong buhok.