Stop. Just... Stop. (RANT BOOK)

This Person

Having kind of a mental break down and I kinda need help right now.

There's this person who likes to start fights. He has a mental issue, and he likes to make it seem like everyone's attacking him for that.

There was a person on a different site, who was ranting about a thing called 'Mr Happy' which is a person who is asking people to self-harm.

I stated my opinion -and I'm very in the wrong here because I stated this horribly- I said that 'this person is sick, and probably only a very mentally ill person would do that.'

This person is always on the defensive, and read what I said in a way that I wasn't reading it. I wasn't meaning that mentally ill people are sick. I'm mentally ill, for god's sake. I didn't mean to offend anyone, and I was trying to be nice- obviously when I try to be fucking nice someone has to come and fucking fuck with me.

Sorry. I am so fucking upset and sad right now- god. Do you see where I'm coming from? Do you see that I wasn't trying to hurt anyone?

Then this person and a few other people start attacking me and saying that I offended them, and that I'm rude and all this shit

and I'm panicking and I just don;t know what to do

fuck

*shouldn't have written this* *much less posted it* *am just hoping maybe someone will talk to me and calm me down* *please*

*i'm sorry*

Edit: I know that all this guy wants is for someone to pay attention to him. I will not roll over on my belly and ask for his forgiveness, no matter how many mental-breakdowns he gives me. I will not let him control me because I refuse to give in to his assholey nature.

and thus this rant shows that I am not strong against assholes. I'm not. It may seem like I am, but I'm a weakling. *is weak*