I Hope You Feel Good About Yourself.

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-May be semi-triggering, I hope not, but caution-

 There's this girl at my old school (I mentioned her before in my rant called 'That Bitch', if you don't know who she is you might wanna read that first). I used to be 'friends' with her, idk what to call it, it was a weird few years.

Anyway, after I started drifting from her and her 'group', I became friends with these three girls and this one boy. All four of them had self-harmed and had things like depression and eating disorders, etc. This upset me, but there wasn't jack I could do because I didn't know much about these things and I am far from being a medical professional.

Anyway- I still talked to the girl (let's call her M, even though that's not even part of her name, idk) and her 'group'. And I was just randomly talking about my other friends, and I was specificly talking about the boy (who we'll call T) because I was closer to him than the three girls, even though I loved them dearly. And M goes 'You know he cuts himself, right?'

'Uh, yeah-'

'He doesn't even try to hide his scars, it's gross.'

And from then on she calls him a freak.

Are you fucking kidding me.

I haven't talked to her since because that was the most childish behavior I have ever seen and it disgusted me. I also got mad at her and had to walk away.

Which was probably childish, but seriously.

*sigh* She doesn't know anything about self-harm. She's stuck in her little preppy bubble and I really hate her.

T is a good person and didn't deserve the bitchiness she added to his life. She actually came up to me while I was talking to him and while she was still walking towards us he goes 'is that your friend?'

'Uh, kinda, I guess.'

'She's a bitch.'

'Agreed- oh, hey M.'

Even though this happened over two years ago, M still makes me incredibly angry to this day..

*Sits on table* Rain can't.

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