I Feel Like Death

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This rant is all over the place and about my life, so yeah.

I sleep like shit. It's hard for me to fall asleep, so I watch YouTube until I'm almost passing out and that's the easiest way for me to sleep. Yesterday I never went to bed and I had to get up at 7 am today for a very important test at 8:45.

I sat in my room all night going 'fuck, tomorrow's gonna suck.'

So, at 8:45 I went to the testing place (it was in a meeting room at a hotel because apparently that's how you take important tests when you're not in public school). And there were four tables, all placed in the back of the room.

Now, I sat on the upper right table, and a blonde haired girl sat at the table next to mine. I swear to god the whole time I was there, she kept glaring at me. She was shorter than me (I'm 5"3), but a lot skinnier than me and she kept looking at me and shit. Like, what the fuck, leave me alone.

So, we were doing the WKCE's and I kept fucking finishing about twenty minutes before everyone else. We did two tests, and both times I finished first, checked through all of my answers and I still had 20 minutes before everyone else was done.

Grr.
And then the teacher  kept glaring at me like I'd cheated or some shit. it's not my fault I read faster than everyone else. (I read really fucking fast, I got half way through my 400-ish page book while I was waiting.)

Okay, so I'm on no sleep, and then my mother has to pick me up late. 45 minutes late, actually. My thoughts? "Fuck my life."

I only said about 2 sentences while I was there, because I was fucking DYING.

Okay, now that's over. my mother decides to 'let me' sleep. Okay. I go to sleep at noon, she sends my brother to wake me up at 2. No, fuck off.

My brother, every time he wakes me up he goes "Rain wake up." Then I go "no." And then his ass goes "Mom's going to scream at you and hate you if you don't get up." I get pissed off and go "get out" and then he stomps to his room. He's twenty fucking four years old! Fucking immature.

And then my mother forces me to get up and I start crying because I'm like 'noooooo' and then I go back to bed and get up at 7.

All in all, today sucked ass.

*Throws all text books* Rain's tired of waking up after 2 in the afternoon and she still doesn't know why the blonde girl glared at her. *Sighs*

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