The Secret Sister

Chapter 18:Humanity

Warning sex scene

I did what I had to do back in the day and thats what I need to do again.  I need to survive and do what ever it takes without losing my humanity.  I picked myself back up in a few seconds

Leaving the training room and going up to my room.  I was stinky and sweaty and in need for a shower, when I got up to my room Steve was waiting for me.  "Hello" I said walking over to him and planting a kiss on his cheek

"Hi" he said bringing me between his legs and putting his hands around my waist, looking into my deep foresty brown eyes

"I'm going to shower real quickly and no you may not join" I pulled out of his grip and walked into the bathroom, shutting and locking the door behind me

"You really think a locked door will keep me out?" Steve shouted from the other room

"It will if you know whats good for you" I shouted back at him a smirk forming on my face

I turned the shower on and hoped in, washing off all the negative feelings I just had.  I was in my thoughts when I felt hands snaking around my waist, I turned and swung my fist "Hey" Steve said hurt in his voice while he caught my fist

"I said to stay out" I took my fist back and crossed my arms "Now what do you think your doing?" I turned the water hoter to mess with Steve

"I wanted to say how much I love you and could make you love me too"  he slipped his hands between my legs making my legs turn to jelly

"Steve" I said his name barely above a whisper

"Tell me to stop if you don't want this" he looked straight into my eyes

"No your good" I said bringing his face into mine

"Good" he said lifting me up onto his waist and pushing me against the wall

Steve held me up with one hand while his other hand traced up and down my legs, causing a moan to escape my mouth.  Steve was slowly teasing me more and more, moving closer and closer at a time to my vulva

"Steve" his name barely leaving my lips "Please"

"Not yet" he said smirking

His kisses trailing down my body, sucking at my skin.  My body was trembling under his touch, he took his finger and traced circles over my clit before inserting his finger

A loud moan escaped my mouth, Steve crashed his lips down on mine.  We were melting into each other perfectly, we were meant for each other and our love is the proof I need

Steve took his finger out and set me back down on the floor, "Now knees" he took my chin in his hand and showed he meant it

I did what he said and got down on my knees looking up at him "Open" he was using simple words to command me.  No matter what I would want to do, Steve controls me when he uses this certain tone in his voice

I opened my mouth before he slipped his member into my mouth, "Swallow" and again I did what he told me too.  I was now pleasuring him and I could tell he was enjoying himself

He took himself out of me and picked me back up, pulled my face to his.  He picked me back up but this time I was on his shoulders, his tongue in me.  Circling, he was watching me come close to my closing and I was trying so hard not to but he was making it really hard "Steve I'm going to cum" my words coming out barely

Steve took his tongue out "I never gave you permission to"  Steve set me down on the ground

My body was trembling for his touch, I couldn't say anything.  "I thought you loved me" I said sounding hurt

"Oh I do thats why I'm going to do this" he crashed out lips together once more before inserting himself again

Making circles and going in and out making me come closer and closer.  "Steve please" I moaned out

"Oh don't worry babe" he finished off with thrusting and then we both closed together melting into each other some more.  "Good?" Steve asked looking me over to make sure I wasn't hurt

"I'm more than good" I gave him a smile lifting his head to look into my eyes

"I think we should get out and go back downstairs" he reached behind me and turned the water off.  Grabbing my towel and wrapping it around me and the same for himself

"If we have to" I whined stepping out of the shower and into my room to grab cloths

"Unfortunately we do but we can stay up here a little bit longer" he put his arms around my shoulders and leaned onto me

"I like that idea" I looked up at him and gave him a smile

"I do too" he picked me up and threw me on the bed, jumping next to me

"So what is planned for us?" Steve asked turning his head to look at me

"What do you mean" I said turning onto my side

"I mean the future is this for real or just some fling that will be over in a year?" When Steve asked that it hurt me inside

"Of course I want a future with you but I also have a bad past that could ruin me at any moment" I rolled back onto my back and looked up at the ceiling

"Okay we'll see what the future brings but lets go downstairs tony called a meeting while you were in the shower" Steve looked at the door before returning his gaze to look at me

"Okay" I said getting off the bed and fixing my clothes

Steve grabbed my hand and pulled me out of my room towards the meeting room

"Took you guys long enough Fury gave us a mission" Tony greeted us as soon as we entered the room "And Steve you are going to like this mission its about mind control and freeing your good friend Bucky"

"What do you mean?" Steve asked confusion in his voice.  Who ever this Bucky person is must be really important to Steve and I will help him in anyway that I can