The Secret Sister

Chapter 33:TWO

I've been watching every single video Yelena made of Anya for me, everything precious and adorable to say the least. Anya will be turning two in just a few days and I have everything I want set up for her

She will have a cake and presents, lots and lots of presents. I've been decorating the house, room by room, each day a new room decorated. Anya has grown up so much in the last six months its amazing

I can't believe how fast shes gotten when she runs, or how much talking she does. She defiantly has my personality but Steve's strength, the way she can chatter your ear off is so me but how she can throw a ball across the yard or pick up Frany is defiantly Steve's strength

I take loads of pictures and videos but I can't keep any of them, I can't bring them back with me or I shouldn't bring them back with me. I might sneak one or two what will a few hurt right

"Mamma" Anya yelled running into my room and jumping on my bed, lifting me off the bed and crashing back down on it with a squeak from the wooden bed posts

"Hi baby" I gave her a smile pulling her next to me

"Mom I'm not a baby anymore" she said trying to squirm out from under my arms

"You may not be a baby but you'll always be my baby" I pulled her more tightly against me

"Alright you win" she said relaxing in my arms, resting her head on my chest. Throwing her arm over my stomach and giving me a smile "I love you Peanut Butter" she booped my nose

"I love you too Jelly" I leaned our foreheads together, kissing her nose

"Incoming" Yelena yelled jumping on the bed, making Anya and I both bounce on the bed

"Hello" I giggled turning my head once we hit the bed again

"Hi so whats the plan for today?" Yelena asked hiding her smile to the best of her ability

"Nothing I'm planning on taking a few naps, eating, sleeping some more, and nothing else" I turned to Anya with a smile on my face "How does that sound?" I questioned

"I don't like that idea" she said bouncing onto her knees, pushing on my shoulders to get me to sit up

"And why not" I sat up much to my dismay

"Because its my birthday and I want to do things" Anya said jumping up and down, shaking the bed

"It is" I acted clueless

"Mom you forgot" I heard real genuine hurt in her voice

"Oh baby I could never forget your birthday" I brought her into a hug and kissed her forehead

"You didn't" I pulled away and she had tears in her eyes

"No" I wiped her tears away "I have plans for us all day and little surprises in every room for today" I picked Anya up and walked into the kitchen, setting her on a chair "This is your first surprise"

I brought over a box that was wrapped in princess paper, "Go on open it" I sat down next to her and watched as she ripped through the paper. "You like it?" I hope she liked everything she is getting today

"I love it" she jumped up and down in her seat, a smile spreading across her face

"Good I'm glad"

"Hey you opened it without me" Yelena whined from behind me

"Thats what you get for staying in the bed" I snapped back at her, flipping around in my chair giving her an evil look

"OOOOhhhh Auntie Yelena is getting in trouble" I heard a little voice say, snapping my head back around. My eyes glaring at hers, a smile on my face

"What you want to be in trouble too?" I questioned her, walking over to her and throwing her in the air. Running into the living room and throwing her on the couch, I jumped next to Anya and started tickling her "Tickle war" I yelled tickling Anya more and more

Her shrieks and laughter filling the house, "Okay okay" she tried getting through her laughs "I'll be good"

"What I didn't hear you" I said laughing with Anya

"I'll be good" she said opening her eyes, them filled with tears of joy. Nothing like a fun way to end the day with my little girl

"Okay I guess I'll stop" I sat down on the floor "Anya come here please?" I asked looking down at the floor

"Yes mama" she got off the couch, sitting down next to me

"I need to go away for a little bit" I said tears begging to spill

"Why?" she asked being all innocent

"Mama has some things she needs to take care of and then I'll come back for you okay I promise" I grabbed Anya's hands and held them between mine, running them with my thumb

"You promise?" she questioned

"I promise" I gave her a big hug before standing her up "Now lets bring you to Auntie Yelena and she will finish up your birthday with you" I stood up grabbing her hand and bringing her back into the kitchen

"Yelena take care of her I'll be back eventually" I gave Anya one last kiss good bye and a love you. I left the house, tears in my eyes

I ran to the jet and took off, I know that if I didn't run I would have turned around and ran straight back into the house. Never returning to New York, leaving Tony and the Avengers all in the past

I took off, tears streaming down my face, why me? I asked myself over and over again. Why do I never get a happy ever after? Life isn't supposed to be all bad and no good, its supposed to be a mixture of both and right now life is crappy

I flew to New York, landing on the helipad. Walking inside I was welcomed by a not so happy, friendly group of people. Weapons raised and emotions high "Hi Tony" I said dropping my head to the ground. I can't bare to look into his eyes, not yet I need to explain why I did everything first

"Victoria" he said venom lacing my name like never before