The Secret Sister

Chapter 7:Amends

We sat in the living room, we were talking and getting to know each other. Clint was intresting to say the least, in the Avengers there were 3 ex-assasigns, 1 with mind controlling ability, spiderman, and 2 Iron Mans's but with different names, oh and Vision how could I forget a robot built by my brother and with a little help from me

Okay I'll admit it, I built alot of Vision but my brother is to stuck up to admit it. And then last but not least there were the 2 super soldiers from the 1940's, I might add that the one is pretty cute but I won't ever tell him that

He has a bad temper or when it came to me he had a bad temper and not a great first impression. I haven't met spiderman yet because Tony says he is only 15 and still in school

We were talking and then someone asked about my past, you see I don't like to talk about it. Nat is the only person who knows my real past and thats only because she was there with me through it all, I looked at them all and took a deep breath "I'd rather not say" I said looking down at the ground

Nat was sitting next to me , this was something I didn't want to talk about "Oh come on" Clint said sounding intrigued

"Guys she said no" Nat said turning to look at them all

I was still looking at the floor and I didn't want to face any of them, Nat knows what happens to me when I talk about it and its not pretty. I lifted my head and they were all looking at me worried "I'm sorry I need to go" I said standing up and running to the training room

I needed to punch something now before I lose my mind, I didn't even bother to rap my hands. I just started punching the bag over and over again, my knuckles started to bleed but I ignored it

I needed to let the steam out some how or I was going to lose my mind thinking about it. I was trained just like Nat but where they failed with Nat they improved with me, Nat helped me escape before anything real happened but even that little time can still change a persons life

I was still punching the bag when I heard their voices "Your worthless" "thats why your parents left you" their voices echoing in my head "worthless" "Disappoinment" "Weak" all their words kept running through my head over and over

I dropped to the floor and screamed "Agh" I put my hands to my face and just cried, I heard people whispering in the background. I knew they were all watching me cry

Nat came over and sat down pulling me into her, she was running her fingers through my hair trying to calm me down "Shush" she would say over and over again but it wasn't working. Their voices were so loud

She called for Steve and he came over to where we were sitting and picked me up, he was holding me in his arms while I cried. He carried me up to my room and into the bathroom where he started cleaning my wounds

I slowly stopped crying and got them out of my head, I must have worried them all or at least shown I'm damaged beyond repair. "Hey you want to talk about it" Steve said lifting my chin and wiping away my tears

I couldn't say anything so I just shook my head, he took my hands and put them under the running water. The blood washed away and dyed the sink red temporarily

"Do you have bandades?" Steve asked

"Yeah" I said pointing to the one cabinet

He opened it and found medical supplies, he took it out and started cleaning my wounds with the alcohol. I winced in pain, he looked me in the eyes. I could tell he was worried, "Are you okay?" he asked

At first I could find the words "Yeah" I said looking him in the eyes

He finished up my hand and now we were just staring into each others eyes, I could tell Steve felt something for me but I didn't know what. I took my chance I leaned in closer and kissed him, he didn't pull back. He just kissed me back

We were kissing and then he pulled back, "I'm sorry" I said looking down

He picked my chin up and made me look at him "Hey we can talk about this later but now you need rest" he said taking my hand and pulling me into the room. I looked at my clock and it read 7:30

I walked over to the bed and Steve was walking out leaving me alone "Will you stay?" I asked nervously

He walked back over and got on the bed "Want to watch a movie" I said giving him a smile

"Sure" he said, I got up and walked over to the movies I have and put one on. I walked back over to the bed and sat down under the covers, he crawled under the blankets and just looked at me "What we watching?" he asked looking at me

"A funny movie if you must know" I said turning the tv on and waiting to play the movie

I put on Night School it is absolutly hilarious, the way Kevin Hart puts the movie together is amazing. I think it will be a movie Steve likes just on how the Avengers describe him, I think Steve is an amazing guy and though we had a rough start he is trying to make amends