"Till the end of time"-malec x oc

chapter 17

"mom i dont wanan do this"

"mommy whats going on?" 

"they're not going to children forever jocelyn"

"for now, i dont wnat them apart of our world."

i gasp opening my eyes.i whimper tears in my eyes tarting to form as i cry.

i sit there sniffling rubbing my eyes until i feel someone reach out and touch my arm making me scream slightly.

"shhh its just me"alec mutters sitting on the side of my bed.

me and clary were both given rooms here now since we have no where else to go. 

since the whole vampire thing a couple days ago i really didnt want to be near her. i cant tell her about simon....and i cant see her knowing im holding it back.

"awec" i whine reaching for him. he nods and goes to pull me towards him but stops we he realises him wet.

this makes me wanna literally just dispear. so i cry harder

"shhhh...its okay." he mutters looking at me crying. he reaches forward and grabs my hands pulling me to him not caring if i get him wet. he hugs me tightly as i cry." want me to go and get clary?" he asks and imedietly shake my head.

"no clary." i say shaking my head quickly.

"okay okay...." he says rubbing my back.calming me down. when my cries finally stop i pull away from him  and pout

"icky." i mutter feeling really dirty.

"how about you have a shower and ill clean this up huh? " he says making me nod."up you get then." he says making me nod and climb off the bed. 

im just in a shirt and underwear since me and clary liteerally have no clothes here,.

i go into the bathroom and try and reach to turn the shower on but i cant.

"awec" i shout making him come in confused.

"yeah?" he asks looking at me pouting.

"cant reach." i mutter pouting. he chuckles and comes over turning it on for me.

"anything else?" he asks making me blush. i shake my head and he ruffles my hair before leaving.

i get in the shower and wash everything off before climbing out and wrapping myself in a towel before peering out the door.

"awec" i say looking at him sat on the edge of my bed."need clothes." i say making him nod, he leave and then comes back in with a hand full of stuff that i think is from izzy.

"all i could find." he says passing it to me throw the door.

"tanks." i say before shutting the door.

i look at the pile he gave me and sigh.

dark blue leggings and a white top. 

i pull them on and then wipe my wet hair out my face before leaving the bathroom.

i look at alec sat on my now clean bed.

he looks at me leaving the bathroom and nods.

"all clean." he says making me blush.

"thank you" i mutter quietly feeling embarrassed. he pats the seat next to him so go and sit down looking at my fingers as i play with them.

"you have accidents like that often?" he asks me making me shake my head,