"Till the end of time"-malec x oc

chapter 33

gracies pov:

"magnus im not sure this is a good idea anymore..." i mutter looking at myself in the mirror in his room.my voice weak and quiet.

the sound of the party happening in the other rooms. i decided i didnt want to go to the party until it had actually started so magnus agreeed to help me get ready in his room whilst everyone arrived.

"what do you mean love. this was your idea?" magnus questions confused as he comes to stand behind me.

he brushes my blonde hair off my shoulder and rests his head their as he wraps his arms around my waist.

"i just dont have a good feeling..." i mutter looking into his eyes in the mirror.

"gracie..."magnus sighs pulling away from me making me turn around and look at him.

he reaches forwards and takes my hands in his.

"im not gonna let anything happen to you...you be who you want to be okay?" magnus reassures me with a smile making me nod.

"this dress is insane by the way" i mutter dropping his hands to turn around and look at myself in the mirror again.

i have on a deep blue blue silk dress, it makes me feel....grown up i guess...

i should be feeling pretty...but instead i feel....uncomftable. like i should be in bed right now with them. like all i wanna do is be little-

"only the best for my princess"magnus speaks smirking at me making me blush.

"everything okay?" a voice questions coming into the room making me turn and see alec stood there.

with a frown on his face he looks between me and magnus.

"everythings fine" i mutter back my voice weak and cracking slightly making both of them look at me.

"you sure?" alec questions stepping into the room more

"yep never better, ill see you guys out there" i mutter quickly wiping the tear that fall down my face before i walking out of the room quickly leaving them both stood their confused.

after walking around the party for a while, dodging both alec and magnus.

each time they would notice i me and i would walk away.

although this deep feeling inside of me wants to be close to them.

wants them to just hold me.

i couldnt and there was a massive reason why.

this girl....i have no idea who she was....but she just kept wondering around. and i could see her eyes....undressing the boys from wherever she was in the room.

and the thing was tehy wasnt stopping her. they even invited her over for a drink. she was blonde and pretty and sat on alecs lap right now....whilst magnus stands infront of them pouring a drink.

sitting down on  a chair by the back of the room a glass of water in my hands

we had a small discussion about how much i was allowed to drink tonight and 2 glasses was all i was allowed.

yet i didnt feel like drinking at all....

"hey sis" a voice speaks amking me turn my head seeing clary suddnely sitting down next to me.

" you okay? ive kind of notcied you dodging alec and magnus all night" clary speaks taking the glass out of my hands smelling it before handing it back to me.