"Till the end of time"-malec x oc

chapter 34

gracies pov:

packing my things in magnus bedroom, i felt nothing. i was like my whole body was jut in shock.

i cant believe i just did that...i should have spoken to them and aksed them who she was....or even just told them before  how i was feeling....

but seeing them so happy...without else in their arms...it made me see i could never give them taht...

i have to get out of here.

so after packing my things, and shoving it all into a small bag, i throw that over my shoulder before walking threw the party with my head down towards the door.

but once again, as i try to leave a hand reaches out grabbing my wrist.

"no" a voice speaks making me turn and standing there is magnus with a stern look.

"Get out of my way, Magnus." i say rudely putting my head down trying to pull my hand from his grip making him tut and pull me against him making me huff.

"Oh, no. I'm not letting you make a scene."he mutters into my ear making me griunt truing to get his arm off me."This is an elegant affair, not an episode of The Real Housewives of Idris"magnus mutters to me making me huff and shove him away from me.

"what dont you and alec understand...im done...so let me go now" i tell him making him look at me frowning."why do you think im upset...you sat with a girl....sat on alecs lap laugjing away." i tell him loudly shaking my head.

"who?" magnus questions me confused amking me huff.

"you dont get it magnus...i cant give you want she can...im not normal!" i tell him shaking my head.

i look at him with annoyed eyes as he looks around the room making me huff.

"Magnus, I can't stay here, okay? Everyone is acting completely insane. I have to leave." i tell him shaking my head going to turn and leave but he reaches out grabbing my arm again forcing meto look at him.

"Not while you're hallucinating." he muttersto me making me stare uo at him with a confused look.

he takes the bag out of my hand and pulls me across the room, where he lifts me up onto a high stool and then hands me a glass of water.

"Stay right here while I figure out what's going on."magnus tells me qucikly making me nod, before he glances at me on more time before he walks off,'

the moment he is gone i jump down from teh chair and shove the glass on the floor, before grabbing my bag and walking towards the door.

"gracie please dont go"a voice calls as i walk past, making me glance and realise its alec.

 i stare at him, his face frowns confused, 

"alec, i have to..." i tell him stepping towards him looking at him with tears in my eyes.

suddnely he turns and rushes off making me frown before i turn and go for the door but stop..

huffing i throw my bag by the door and turn racing off after alec.

following him outside, i get there just as he climbs onto the roof making my eyes widen.

"alec please"i shout up looking at him with tears in my eyes."What are you doing? You're scaring me!" i shout up at him but it as if he hars something else."Alec, please, come down from there." i call making him look away from me and at the edge of the roof."im sorry okay! im sorry i said i wanted to break up!" i shout at him making him shake his head.

"i know you wish i were dead instead of joceyln" he speaks sadly making me shake my head.

" i never said that alec, i dodnt wish you were dead." i call up to him seriously,