⚠️english story again, i'm sorry⚠️
Jisung had a big crush on Minho, but he's just his best friend, so Jisung tried to hide his emotions. He doesn't want to lose Minho even when this situation is so fucking painful for him..
Minho also has a crush on Jisung, but he thought Jisung doesn't love him back, because they're just best friends, so Minho will not tell him his emotions..
"Jisung, are you okay? You didn't eat anything today" Felix said and getting worried about his cousin.
"What? Oh, i'm fine, i just haven't appetite" he said and looked at Minho, who had just appeared beside them.
"Hey Sungie, Hey Felix, what y'all doing?" he asked as smiled at Jisung.
"Jisung going to eat something and i'm just going to my class, bye guys" Felix quickly waved at them and walked away.
"What do you want to eat Sungie? I'll buy to you" Minho smiled, but Jisung just shoke his head.
"I am not hungry, Felix just worried, but i don't know why, maybe he's on periodt and getting sensitive" Jisung shrugged and tried to walk away too, but Minho grabbed his forearm.
"Jisung, you look so skinny, when was the last time you ate?" the older boy asked made Jisung's eyes widened.
He started thinking, honestly, he didn't know. He just ate when he felt himself hungry, which was actually very few times.
"I don't know, maybe yesterday morning, but please don't started you too, i'm fine and i'm not hungry" Jisung said and looked straight into the other male's eyes, which made his and Minho's heart skipping a beat.
Minho sighed "Fine, but i'll be alone at home tonight, soo"
"Then hurry, i have time for you and i want to cuddling with you" Jisung said and Minho smiled as they started walking to the older's house.
As they walked next to each other, Minho started to thinking "i want to hold his hand, should i? can i? i don't know..he doesn't love me, ahh this is so hard.." he thought as they arrived his house.
"Minho, we're here" Jisung spoke up.
"Oh, yes, sorry" Minho said and opened the door.
They entered Minho's room and Jisung sat down on his bed.
"So, do you want to eat now?" the older asked, but Jisung just shoked his head.
"I'm fine Minho, don't worry, i just have a hard time these days" he whispered the last part, but Minho heard it clearly.
"What's happened? You know i'm your best friend, i'm here for you and you can talk to me" he said softly, but the younger boys just stared the red carpet.
"Yeah, best friend.." he whispered to himself.
"It occurred to me that I have a few things at home" Jisung said and quickly left Minho's house made the older sighed.
"Why can't i have to forget you..you're my best friend, fucking best friend, nothing more..but i love you..fuck, i love you so much" Jisung started to crying as walking to home.
Minho on the other hand just laying on his bed and the hot tears ran down his cheeks.
"I love you Jisung, but i have to forget you..because you're my best friend and you don't love me back" he said and started to crying more and more in every time.
Tomorrow the two boys entered the school and embarrassingly waved to anothers.
"I'm sorry, i had really a lot of thing" Jisung said and looked at Minho, who just smiled.
