"I'm..sorry" he suddenly said that broke my heart into pieces
"W-What? You're joking right?"
I can't believe he's saying those words to me.
"I can't do this anymore.."
Tears started to flow in my eyes as he said those words. It hurts. So much. I understand him but I thought he'd never give up on me. On us. I believed in him
"We're partner diba?? Bakit ganito?"I cried
Iniwas niya ang tingin sa akin. Yumuko siya at sobrang nagpipigil sa mga nangyayari. He's forcing himself!
"A, you don't have to do this. I know you don't want this! I don't want this as well. So much! So bakit?!"
Hindi ko siya maintindihan. We were okay. Bakit biglang ganito?
"I want this, Fate. Pagod na ako. Let's stop this"
Mabigat ang loob kong dahan dahan na binuka ang mata ko. A memory again. This time...not a happy one. Mh heart feel so heavy right now. And I didn't even notice that my tears is not stopping.
Hinawakan ko ang pisngi ko ngayon at basang basa na ito. Hindi kayang tumigil ng luha ko. Parang wala na siya planong tumigil talaga. Hindi ko alam ang mararamdaman ko. Basta ang alam ko masakit. Sobrang sakit nung naalala ko.
Wala akong trabaho ngayon. Hindi ako pwedeng lumabas. Mabigat ang loob ko. Wala akong ibang magagawa kundi ang mag-isip buong araw nito.
Ayaw ko ng ganito. I am already happy and going steady these past few days. Masaya ako sa mga nangyayari. Even just a bit Axel and I are makinh progress so why now?and worse is it wasn't a good memory.
"Xia. Xia!"
Napalingon ko sa taong tumawag sa akin. He look so worries now looking at me. Masyado akong nilamon ng iniisip ko. Niyaya niya nga pala akonh kumain ngayon pero nasa iba ang isipan ko.
"What's wrong? Are you okay?"he worriedly asked
"Hmm. I'm okay. Sorry for making you worried"I said with a smile
He really looks worried. I feel bad now. I'm with him but my mind is somewhere else. Someone else.
"By the ways, I heard from your manager that you don't have work for the whole week. Do you have any plans?"
Nag-isip ako kung anong gagawin ko sa 1 week na wala akong trabaho. Find some clues about my past? Pero saan ako magsisimula? I don't have lead. Plus Dustin is here, I don't want him to know about my memories.
"Actually, my team have a project. If you're available, I want to invite you. It's an private resort, maybe you can enjoy there and rest" he said
I stared at him in a awe. He's...really thinking about my situation. Maybe he noticed that I need rest that's why...
"Ah don't worry. Freya is part of my team so you won't be alone"
Ngumiti ako sa kaniya pagkatapos niyang sabihin 'yon. Thank you Axel. Thank you for noticing everything about me.
"You're there diba? So kahit wala si Freya hindi pa din ako alone diba?"
Medyo nagulat siya sa sinabi ko pero kalaunan ay ngumiti din siya. Ngayon ko lang din naalala ang dami niya na palang nagawa para sa akin pero wala man lang akong nagawa para sa kaniya.
"Ah! Wait! Hindi pala tayo pwedeng magsama" I said
May issue nga pala kami. Ilang araw na ang lumipas pero hindi pa din umuupa ang issue tungkol saming dalawa. Some concluded na kami nga may iba namang makulit na inaalam pa din kung ano talaga kami.
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RomanceNo matter how much suffering you've been through, you never wanted to let go of those memories from the past. Xianna Fate Villegas, the inborn rich and supermodel with no memories from the past decided to go back to her home country to answer the qu...