save [joshler]

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howdy there! its me, ya gurl. 

i have absolutely no idea where this is going, or how/when i'm gonna end it, but seeing as how it's already pretty lengthy it will most likely be soon! or i might just make a second book to this, end this one on a cliffhanger? i have no idea. anyways! thanks for reading this, i know its a little fucked up from time to time so i apologize for that! 

i mostly make my stories off dreams ive had, or from other books and try to write it in my own way. this one was like a half and half kind of ordeal, i had a dream i was in an abusive relationship and the next day i came across a fanfic that was about abusive relationships, i believe its called abused, i could be wrong about that! but yeah, this one was a mix of both and i just wanted to create something like it. i had no idea it would be this long but whateves! 

also! i haven't proofread any of these chapters! as soon as i feel satisfied with where i ended i just publish them and go about writing the next one, so bare with me on my spelling errors and improper punctuation, stuff like that! i will eventually fix it all!

if y'all have comments/questions/concerns, i'm always happy to answer whatever! k, thats all, love y'all!!