The Psychology of Love

Chapter 43 Love (18+)

Chapter 43   Love

YU takes off his shoes and enters Sam's apartment with his head buried in his big black scarf.

Sam can't resist his instincts at the sight.

He pulls YU to him, gently unwinds his hiding place and lets him find his shelter in the place of his safety.

YU snuggles against Sam's neck, breathing the scent behind his ears. He feels Sam's arms wrap around him tightly and finds his peace.

Sam's heart is heavy. Heavier than it has ever been before.

As he finally holds YU in his arms, he hears his heart groan under the grief.

Heavy.
Heavy fear.
Heavy worry.
Heavy thoughts.

What if they can't be together?

What if YU can't love him freely?

Heavy despair crushes his heart as he inhales the fruity scent of his YU.

There must be a way they can love each other.

There has to be a way.

He has to show him.

His love.

Show his love to him.

And Sam decides to let go of the heaviness.

To be free and show YU.

Show himself. Showing his love.

Being in Sam's arms soothes any sorrow in YU.

Rewards the moments of painful doubt.

Calms the fear of losing him.

He breathes the sky on Sam's neck, letting himself slide feather-light on the blowing winds of their love.

And the longer they hold each other still and close, the hotter the desire for infinity demands.

Sam feels his body remember.

Moments of intoxication remembered.

The fulfillment of the senses remembered.

The lightness in the heavy attraction remembered.

He wants. He wants him.

His fingers begin to show him.

His hands begin to ignite YU's body.

He should feel him.

Feel Sam.

YU feels his body.

Sam makes him feel himself.

Every place he touches leaves skin glowing.

And his body begins to writhe.

His glowing skin presses against Sam's fingers.

Fingers that dig deeper into his writhing body from the hot breath on his neck.

Sam hears YU's heavy breathing and longs for more.

More bliss. More intoxication. More.

Just the moment.

Just YU's body under his hands.

Just the feeling of ecstasy.

He grabs YU by the hair and pulls him in front of his face.

They look at each other and YU's pleading eyes show Sam what he wants.

Sam presses him into a passionate kiss.