The Psychology of Love

Chapter 57 Spring

Chapter 57   Spring

Sam turns over in bed and feels the still-warm, empty space of his YU.

He feels the crumpled sheet with his hands and hums with his eyes closed.

"Where are you?" his pouty morning voice rings out.

And when he gets no answer, he rolls onto YU's side and lands on his stomach.

He buries his face into YU's pillow and inhales his fruity scent.

After rubbing his face into YU's pillow several times and humming sweetly, he finally lets his cheek rest on the side and smiles.

For a brief moment, he wants to feel his insides.

Listen inside.

How it feels.

How happiness feels.

He wants to think about it all the time.

How important it is to enjoy happiness.

To perceive it.

And in dark phases, to give oneself hope by remembering.

To perceive life.

And YU is his happiness.

He has proved it to him.

He has gone through deep pain and has risen.

And now he stands by Sam's side and fills his life with happiness.

Like a honeymoon, they enjoy each other while Sam is still recovering.

Their joint research glitters in the future.

Until then, they want to enjoy each other.

Healing each in his own way.

Free love.

YU and Sam have been back in Berlin for two weeks.

In Sam's apartment they have built their love nest.

And every day they flutter from the terrace to the various places YU has thought of for the ceremonial outing.

YU enjoys it.

Literally celebrating.

Sam is eating again and letting YU take care of him.

He's being good and listening to him.

And YU always has to giggle when he wants to be rewarded in a special way for every meal he eats.

And YU enjoys every bite that Sam takes.

Yes, his happiness is to satisfy every hunger of Sam.

Isn't that love?

And because YU doesn't lose sight of himself, he again embraces every therapy session.

Opens up.

Feels lighter and brighter.

Finally wants to show himself too.

And since he has fallen infinitely in love with Sam Lin and is lucky enough to live a reciprocated love, he wants to keep growing.

That's why he wants everyone to know it.

Every place in the world should see it.

YU is also a part of life.

He is also one of many.