Dawsey: Starting a Family Part 2

Chapter 245

Jay's POV: After spending the past hour in bed (and taking a nap), I got up after waking up alone in bed. I was wondering where Erin was and found my answer when I saw her standing in the kitchen while just wearing her underwear and my shirt. "You know, it's incredibly sexy when you wearing nothing but your underwear and one of my shirts." Erin turned to look at me when I said that. "Hey, sorry I didn't wake you up." I then shook my head. "Something on your mind?" Erin then sighed when I said that. "Yeah, Matt and Gabby." I nodded when she said that.

Walking up to her, I went to put my hand on her side and then brought her close to me. Wrapping my arms around my shoulders, Erin looked into my eyes and sighed. "Jay, I hate to have to ask this but...there's something on my mind and I want you to answer me honestly." I nodded when she asked me that. "I promise babe, just talk to me and let me answer whatever you need me to answer." Erin then sighed. "I hate to even think this but...you didn't propose to me just b..." I already knew where this was going and stopped her right away. "No, not at all."

Erin then went to hug me when I said that. "Sorry I even thought that way." I nodded when she said that before going to rub her back. "Where did that come from anyways? Talk to me Erin." Erin sighed when I said that before leaning back and going to rub my chest. "I was just thinking. If I ever miscarried this baby...you would still want to marry me right?" I nodded when she said that. "Absolutely. Erin, baby or no baby...you would've been my wife eventually. You are my one and only. Sure, did it break my heart when you left? Hell yeah. But you're my one and only."

Erin nodded when I said that before stepping close to me and going to kiss me softly. "You have no idea how much me hearing that just calms me down." I nodded when she said that. "Whenever you have doubts as to how incredibly lucky I feel to be your fiancé, all you have to do is ask me and my answer will always be the same. I feel like I am the luckiest man alive. Both because my fiancé and future wife is one of the most gorgeous women in the world...and because I am not dead right now." Erin laughed when I said that. "I keep forgetting that."

I nodded and smiled at her while putting my hand on her stomach. Kissing her softly, I just held her close while looking into her eyes. "If you ever have doubts as to whether I am doing this for the right reason...all you have to think about is how risky me asking you to marry me was. You know that Voight is not my biggest fan." Erin smiled when I said that and nodded. "Well, he wasn't...I am positive that isn't the case anymore considering you have made me the happiest woman in the world by asking me to be your wife." I smiled when she said that and kissed her.

"What do you say we go lay down again...or do you need a snack?" Erin then smiled at me while wrapping her arms around my waist. "Unfortunately, we need to go out and get some groceries again. Can we go together?" Putting my hand on her arm, I just held her close while kissed my neck. Smiling as she did that, I nodded and agreed because I couldn't say no to her when she did that. "God, you know what that does to me babe. You are so sexy and that is just amazing." Erin smiled when I said that. "Never forget that when I keep getting fatter." I sighed when she said that. "I never want to hear you call yourself fat while you are pregnant okay?"

Erin looked at me when I said that. Putting my hand on her neck, I looked into her eyes. "You are pregnant and beautiful, not fat okay?" Erin nodded and agreed with me when I said that before going to kiss me softly. "Do we smell enough that we need to take a shower before we go or are we okay?" I then went to smell us both and shook my head. "We will be fine. Not like people can smell us when we have our masks on." Erin nodded and agreed with me when I said that, kissing me softly. "Let's get dressed and then we can get going. I am driving." I then sighed. "My truck?"

Erin looked at me. "Until I am too big to drive, yes." Erin then went to slap my chest, giving me one last kiss before walking away while swaying her hips. "God, you kill me when you do that babe and you know that!" Erin laughed when I said that and nodded as we both made our way into the bedroom to get dressed so we could go get groceries.