Chapter 9:

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The rain poured hard against your hood. You protected the cup in your hands from the water, but we're unable to protect yourself from it. Your footsteps dragged the water with them. It hurt to walk from your earlier abuse.

The coffee was warm and comfy against your shaking hands. Finally, you made it to your house. You opened the door and shut it behind you.

Jax shuffled the papers around with a proud grin on his face. You forced a smile on your features before you handed the coffee to him. Then, you walked to the counters to grab a pot. You sat it under the small leak in the roof to catch the extra water from dripping onto the floor.

Jax took a sip of the coffee and hummed.

"Ya took a while." He noted.

You nodded. "Yeah, I ran into a few friends."

He laughed. "Yeah...'friends'."

You nodded again. "No, seriously."

"Ya can't play that with me."

You frowned. Not even my own mom notices me getting bullied....

This stranger does, though?

You shrugged. "It's nothing major."

You sat down in the chair you were in earlier, taking extra care for your injured privates. The quicker you could talk it over, the quicker you could lay down in bed.

Jax squinted his eyes. "There's no such thing as 'minor' bullyin'."

Anger bubbled in you. You don't even know what they did to me.

"It doesn't matter."

"Yeah it does, kid. They can't do that to ya with no consequences."

You don't know anything. You don't know what they did.

"It's fine."

"No. It's not."

What they made me do.

"Well, it's not important anymore. I'm away from it, now."

"Until you gotta go to school."

How they humiliated me for it.

"It doesn't matter until then."

"We can fix it now."

You don't fucking know. Stop acting like you do.

"Like how?!" You scoffed, an unamused grin on your face. "How do I get the biggest guy in my entire fucking school to stop harassing me?!"

Jax froze.

"Kid, i-"

"No!" You stopped him again. "You don't even know!" You seethed. "You will never have the chance to know what I go through on a daily fucking basis! This isn't a one time thing!!! He's going to keep doing it until I fucking kill myself!!!"

"Hey, list-"

"Shut the fuck up!! You don't know, my mom doesn't know, my dad doesn't know, my friends don't know, and one of them does it too!"

Jax took your strong inhale as a chance to speak. "Well I ain't your daddy and I ain't your mama and I ain't your friend. I don't give a shit what's happening. You stand up to it."

"And get myself killed?? Hurt?? Raped?!"

"Raped?"

You squeezed your eyes shut, feeling the cold air to be overwhelming. You couldn't look at your surroundings anymore as your eyes tried to dissect the objects into individual molecules. The feeling of being alone and imaginary suffocated you.

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