My Sun - JJ Maybank

Epilogue

Louis knew what it was like to experience pain.

As much as Louis Caswell wished he already been dead, he knew he had a greater purpose. He knew there was a reasoning for why the grim reaper hadn't grabbed him yet.

Maybe it was so he could experience more pain?

Maybe it was only so everyone he lost could suffer watching down below how broken Louis was?

Maybe the only reason was because the grim reaper was teasing him, just waiting for the perfect moment to strike?

For Louis didn't know the reasons for why he still was alive. But he was. He was still breathing. He felt oxygen enter his body, he felt his heart rapidly beating in his chest.

Louis was still alive.

However, his mother wasn't.

Valentin wasn't.

Henry wasn't.

Louis knew death, so much so Louis considered death one of his friends. However, he didn't just consider death one of his knew allies, but heartbreak became one aswell.

He experienced it with Valentin, again with JJ, and Louis assumed with how luck had been going for him that it wouldn't be the last time he was broken either.

Louis wished he would be able to tell you that his life was easy. He wishes he could say he fought hard and smiled through it all. He wished he could look the devil in the eye some day and say "I won"

but Louis didn't.

How could Louis win when he lost so much and gained nothing?

He hasn't got his sun by his side, and he feared he never would again.

Because a storm came and didn't seem to be leaving anytime soon, and when storms come, the sun vanishes.

This was no exception.

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Well.....

That is it!

WOWOWOW

I don't even know what to say. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

The support this book has gotten is insane and I am so thankful for all of you! You guys are truly the best and I hope you liked how this story went.

This story means so much to me and has so much meaning behind it and I just am so thankful I found a group of people that can love and support this story just as much as I do!

so thank you!

You are truly amazing. You are the reason I continue to write.

This book is over for now. I will later post something letting you all know when the second book is published. 

I will probably go back and edit this book too later on, but for now, My Sun is over, but Another Love is just beginning.

From all the atoms in the world and all the cells in my body, I love you. I love what we made together. I love us. I love this.

-Willie