My Sun - JJ Maybank

62: Blushes and Smiles

JJ was the first to wake. He could tell from the lighting that it was late afternoon, the sun starting to set.

He turned his head and smiled when he saw the small smile that rested on Louis lips as he slept. Louis was laying on back and JJ blushed seeing the purple marks across Louis chest.

He leaned down and gave a small kiss on Louis forehead, smiling when he felt Louis stiffen then pull him to his body, his body relaxing once more. JJ could die right now and he would have no complaints. He was with the boy he loved. JJ was now laying on Louis, with Louis having a tight grip along JJ's waist.

"Hi." Louis whispers after a few moments, keeping his eyes closed and bathing in the scent that was JJ and the now unlit candles.

"Hi bebe." JJ whispers, keeping the volume to the same quiet that Louis spoke.

When JJ called Louis that, his heart melted and his face turned into a blush. JJ knew exactly how to make him flustered, which terrified him in some ways.

Louis started to chuckle which caused JJ to laugh as well, even though JJ had no idea for why he was laughing or why Louis was.

"What's so funny?" JJ asks.

"I somehow made the playboy of Outer Banks fall for me."

"Oh shutup." JJ mumbles, resting his head on Louis heart as he smiles giddily.

"I think its quite funny actually, here I thought you were the straightest boy ever and somehow you end up in bed with a boy. Must be a little weird, right?" Louis asks.

"What weird?"

"Well I know for a fact you have never slept with a boy before, so it must be weird, especially weird since we are in a treehouse." Louis chuckles, the thought of his first time being in a treehouse causing him to giggle and blush at once.

JJ laughs along, but on the inside has his heart stop for a moment. He would hate to ruin this moment, Louis with him, smiling, laughing. This is the happiest he has ever seen Louis, ever, and he sure didn't want to ruin it. At the same time however, he didn't want Louis to believe that he hadn't slept with a boy before, because as much as JJ wants to try to forget the moments with Mattie and how he reacted, it still happened.

JJ however didn't know how Louis would react if he brought up Mattie, he knew Louis would be okay with him having a partner before him, sleeping with someone before he was around, but if he brought up Mattie, then that led to JJ having to tell the story, which would then lead to how JJ and Mattie became distant. JJ calling Mattie a slur, something he knew Louis would be offended by, and possibly cause Louis to look at him differently.

So JJ went along with it, he would let Louis think whatever he wanted, and just hoped that his secret would die with him.

"Mmm. Don't know what I am more shocked about. Sleeping with a boy or sleeping in a treehouse." JJ jokes, putting on the best poker face. He always was good at lying.

"The treehouse, hundred percent the treehouse." Louis laughs when he sees the blush the forms on JJ's cheeks that he so easily tries to hide by laying his head on Louis chest.

"I thought it would be romantic!" JJ argues, causing Louis to smile.

"It was! It was! I wouldn't want to have my first any other way Jay." Louis admits.

JJ looks up at the confession and gives Louis a look. This was his first? That was something JJ wasn't aware of.

"Your first? Shit Mikey why didn't you tell me? I could of made it more romantic or a sweeter gesture."

"JJ. JJ. Jay calm down. It was perfect. I wouldn't want anything different. It was just how I wanted it. All that ever matters is that it was with you."

JJ blushes more at that and gives Louis the biggest smile ever. His heart has never felt this happy before. Sure, he had moments when he was younger and his father was supportive and loving that made him happy, but this. Nothing would ever, could ever beat this feeling.

JJ and Louis were one of a kind. Their lives were difficult, the universe wanted to test their strength everyday, but together they were something stronger than any threat, any hurricane the earth throwed at them. They were strong by themselves, but together, they were infinite.

"Can I kiss you?" Louis asks.

"You're asking the boy who just fucked you hours ago, is cuddling you right now, and also is your boyfriend keep in mind, if you can kiss him?"

"yes?"

"Well yes Mikey, you can."

With that Louis grabs JJ's neck and pulls him to him, their lips instantly connecting and creating sparks like they always do. 

This moment was so sweat, so innocent. So gentle in a time of utter chaos. They for once had a breath of fresh air, a moment where time seemed to stop. They have an exquisite love for one another, words didn't need to be spoken for them to know that.

When JJ pulls away he lets out a laugh and lays his head on Louis once more. Louis smiles and chuckles as well, running his hands through JJ's hair and another on his back lovingly.

This was a moment that felt like all the stars aligned in every universe. They threw themselves off a cliff for each other, their self destruction somehow coming into tacked and creating a beautiful harmony. 

They were angels who fell after having one to many sins, and their sins got cleansed when skin touched and hearts beat together to create a symphony of drums.

Louis knew in this moment nothing could break them.

JJ was aware it would only be a matter of time until secrets were shed and hearts were broken.

For JJ was always good at lying, but lying always had consequences, especially when one was an angel.

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Hi! So I actually really like this sweet little chapter!

We will be going back to the show in the next chapter and following the shows story line but I needed to break it up for a bit and add my own additional chapters to help create conflict in the future chapters

Also! I already have the face claim for a new character for season two of my book and when I tell you this character is going to either be one you love or hate. No in between. (Also don't forget this. This new character for season two is going to be quite important)

Let me know if you want to know any fun facts about the new addition character before they are shown next season.

How's life?

Mines okay. Kind of overwhelming. I start my first year of college soon and am super terrified.

Anyways, love you all!

-Willie