Finally

Part 18: Carried Away

Can I tell you how fucking pleased I am with myself.

Not only did I swoop in and console Helen perfectly.

BUT!!

I got it so Cassian and Helen will be living separately.

How fucking perfect is that?!

Now- on top of that little victory, we are lounging in her apartment on her bed. She's laying beside me with her head on my chest and her hand on my heart.

So fucking sweet.

"What are you thinking about up there?" She speaks after nearly an hour and a half of silence.

Shit.

I can't tell her I'm inwardly gloating.

That just looks bad.

"Oh...I'm just thinking about you." I say cooly.

I'm not lying.

"About what?"

"About how beautiful you are and how much I love you."

"Aw..." She swoons.

"I love you so much. I love being here with you, holding you, kissing you...I don't want to do anything else with my life."

"Okay, now you're just being alone ridiculous." Laughing slightly, she sits up and in one quick- but gently move- I scoot over top of her and lay her beneath me as I hover over her body. Her stomach just slightly more pronounced than before. "Haha, what are you doing?"

"Making love to you."

"Max we can't and you know..."

"No- not sexually. Just...let me." She searches her eyes and watches as I gently push her dress up a over her thighs and above her stomach. Looking down at her silk panties, I take a mental picture of it and the begin my work.

Bringing her leg up, I kiss the inside of her ankle and down her calf. Her mouth opens slightly and she just watches me through half kisses eyes. I take her other leg and do the exact same thing.setting both her legs down, I get closer to her and I kiss her thighs and across her pelvis. Going to her stomach, I kiss it all over and I can feel the baby moving a bit more than before.

"I love you, baby."

"I love you too." Helen says and I look up at coyly.

"Do you mind?"

"Wh...what?"

"I'm having a conversation with my baby." I say and she opens her mouth a bit taken aback and wanting to say something, but she just closes her mouth and allows me to speak. "Now...where we're we? Oh yes- that's right."

Kissing her belly some more, I keep whispering little words of love to the baby and pressing small kisses to his feet that press against her.

Moving up to the breasts- that have. Now taken a bit more shape to them and her nipples have grown and darkened a lot more- I kiss each of them and she brings her hands to my face and tries to tug me to her mouth, but I resist.

"I'll get there. Have some patience." I say and she scoffs a bit angered that she has to wait.

Kissing all over her chest and clavicles- I make it to her neck and jaw. I work slowly and diligently up and away from her mouth. It's driving her insane as I kiss her cheeks and nose, jaw and forehead. When I come back towards her lips she tries so hard to get me to place a kiss there- but I just hover. Every time she comes up to meet my lips- I pull back a bit with a devilish grin.