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white sheets and a fitted comforter set in cotton

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white sheets and a fitted comforter set in cotton. A bed with poles and drapes. The windows barred over with grates and the door locked. An IV drip attached to my body and my side wrapped tight with a bind.

I don't remember falling asleep, the room or the lightness that coursed through my body. I don't remember the bed or the stitches or the bind, And to be honest I was almost angered that they kept me alive.

There was a reason they did, and I knew it. I knew there was something, there is always a reason.
People like them, him, don't save people out of the goodness of his heart.

As if there is any goodness to begin with.

I was pacing now, my skin covered in goosebumps.

Naked. Still.

"Hello!" I screamed through the door, as I placed my hand on its thick wood. There wasn't an answer, not even the hint of movement from the other side.

My hands drew through my hair, and I blew out a breath.

Walls painted grey. Pictures of abstract nothingness centered on the wall.

I turned my gaze to the sheets, the nice pretty sheets that were worth too much for me to lay on. And before I knew it I was ripping them out of their tuck.

Using my teeth to tear it apart, my hands to rip shapes. A piece big enough I wrapped tightly around my chest and around my body until it mocked a dress.

there were no mirrors, but I knew I had bags under my eyes and blood coating my skin. Blood.
Half mine, half not. It crusted and stained and itched.

My hands found their way into my hair until I was pulling on it, pacing in front of the door.

I couldn't stay in here. I can't. I can't.

There is no way out. No. Please.

"Let me the Fuck out of here." I screamed, tapping On the door.

Hitting it with my fists until they were red and raw. I could feel it, my sanity breaking. I felt like a mess, like everything was crashing down and staining. Staining and staining.

There was no release, no help. I needed something, anything.

They knew everything about me. Everything. Things I willed out of existence.

And Before I knew it I was ripping a picture off the wall and snapping its wooden frame. The splintered sword I hit against the doors handle over and over until the sound of metal was ringing in my ears.

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