Just love me

Two different moods

You stay a long time crying like that. Some people pass by and ask you if you are okay, you say that you are.

On the side of the others : (Talia, Cynthia, Payton)
They are drinking at the table.
Talia : « she's been gone a long time, hasn't she ? »
Cynthia : « yeah but they probably have a lot to talk about »
Talia : « yeah maybe but.. »
Cynthia : « if you're worried, go take a look outside to see if everything's okay »
Talia : « yeah, I'll be right back » getting up.
Payton : « Talia... »
Talia : « just to see if she's okay »
Payton : « ...okay, go ahead »

She leaves the room and does not see you in the hallway, so she quietly opens the door who leads to the outside and looks to see where you are. She does not see you right away, but then she looks around and sees you crying.
You are really hurting and crying like shit, so she rushes towards you.
Talia : « Y/N, y/n what happened ? » crouching down in front of you, worried.
You shake your head, crying.
Talia : « beb.. »
You : « leave me alone »
Talia : « but I can't leave you like this »
You : « Talia, please. »
Talia : « tell me what happened ? Is it Matt ? »
You : « he cheated on me »
Talia : « what ?? »
You : « now please leave. I wanna be alone »
Talia : « but- »
You : « please Talia. Leave me alone.. »
She looks at you, getting up slowly, then leaves.

She is worried, so she goes back to the others.
Talia : « guys, she's crying. It went pretty bad with Matt, she's not well at all »
Payton : « what ? Wait, where is she rn ? »
Talia : « outside, but she doesn't want to talk to anyone- »
Payton leaves.
Cynthia : « we can't leave her alone » to Talia, following Payton.
Talia : « I know, but you'd see how she is.. » following them.

Right after Talia left, you got surrounded by fans. They ask you a lot of questions and film you.
« omg are you okay ? »
« what happened ?? »
« I feel so bad for her... »
« do you need help ? Why are you crying ? »
You hide a little with your arms asking them to stop.
Payton and the girls arrive.
Talia : « ugh fuck »
Cynthia : « guys, please leave her alone »
They continue.
The girls try to calm the fans down and tell them to move away.
Payton is much less patient and forces his way through the fans.
He arrives near you.
Payton : « y/n, get up, come on » helping you up, then taking you out of the crowd.
Talia and Cynthia see that some fans follow you.
Talia : « guysss, stop ! Please stop. »
The fans calm down a bit.

Payton takes you far enough.
You have been walking around the boat without saying anything to each other for a few minutes. You are still crying.
But after a while, you finally decide to talk to him.
You : « you can leave me now »
Payton : « yeah I can »
You : « Payton, leave me alone »
Payton : « stop talking nonsense »
You : « I don't wanna talk to you. Just go. » starting to cry with anger and wanting to leave.
Payton : « y/n- » grabbing your hand to try to calm you down.
You remove it from him pretty hard because you are pissed off. He then grabs your arm and turns you towards him.
Payton : « eh- »
You : « let go of me » starting to get more and more upset, trying to get rid of him.
Payton : « y/n, calm down »
You are facing him, he is holding both of your wrists. You are so pissed off, but not at him, at Matt, and even more at yourself.
You : « leave me alone » trying to push him.
But then you burst into tears in his arms, exhausted.
You : « fuck... I'm really stupid » crying.
You : « I'm sorry... »
Payton : « it's okay, dw »
Payton : « you don't have to tell me what happened, okay ? I just don't want to leave you alone »
Payton : « try to calm down, ...take a breath »
You look away, sobbing.
Payton : « come on, walk a little and breathe »
You guys walk and you try to calm down and breathe quietly.

Meanwhile, on the group's side :
Anthony and Leïa finally kissed. The others saw them and started screaming. That is all they were waiting for. Everybody is very happy for them. They literally have no idea what happened outside.

After a while, Talia and Cynthia decide to go back inside, after all the fans have left. Before joining the others, they agree on whether or not to tell them.
Cynthia : « do you think we should tell them ? »
Talia : « I don't think she wants to.. »
Cynthia : « yeah... »
Talia : « maybe we can tell Leïa. She's her best friend »
Cynthia : « yeah okay, no one else ? »
Talia : « better not... she'll do it herself if she wants to »
Cynthia nods.

They go back to the table, where everyone is sitting.
Madi : « omg where were you ? You missed everything »
Talia : « right outside, but what's going on here ? » pretending that everything is fine.
Madi : « well, ask Leïa and Antho » 😌
Talia : « what ? Did you kiss ?? »
Leïa smiles.
Anthony : « yup » 😌
Cynthia : « aww, so you guys are dating ? »
Leïa : « yes we are » 😁
Talia : « congrats, you're so cute together » with a little smile.
Cynthia : « I'm so happy for you » emotionally mixed.
Madi : « but are you okay girls ? »
Cynthia : « yeah, why ? »
Madi : « for nothing dw »
Cynthia and Talia look at each other and realize that this might not be the right time to tell Leïa.
Jade : « where are y/n and Payton ? »
Talia : « um.. they were outside earlier but.. »
Anthony : « just the two of them ? » 😏
Cynthia : « no, with us. But she went to bed, yeah » with a little smile.
Jade : « oh okay »
Anthony : « yeah and Payton is with her, isn't he ? » 😏😌
Talia : « no- »
Leïa : « stop with the bullshit, she's in a relationship » to Anthony, raising her eyes a little.
Anthony : « maybe, but I know Payton »
Talia : « well, stop it, Payton is her friend »