Biggest Fan [DNF]

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I'm sat upon my chair I've grown used to over the past many years and sigh as I watch the black screen on my pc. I feel the urge to stream and greet all my fans, to hang out and chat, and to have a fun time instead of dreading every possible thing in life. However I can't.

People still despise me and I don't know if I could handle the hate I would receive during a stream. I haven't even tweeted anything since the incident 5 days ago!  I would definitely shock everyone if I just randomly decided to press the go live button on twitch out of no where.

Therefore I decided against it and instead decided to dm my new little crush.  Me and george have spoken casually this week but nothing in which flustered the other.  That's probably only because of the people constantly surrounding us, it makes us be a little more cautious.  Even though I have indeed spoken to George at school, Dream hasn't spoken to George in quite awhile.  Actually it's been a week now.

So I hesitatingly opened me and George's chat from my dream account on twitter and started skimming through my unread messages.

Georgenotfound

Hi dream!  I hope your doing alright... :)

Please take care of yourself dream, I know your probably stressed and shit but please don't do anything you'll regret  :(

Ily!  Goodnight drem

A soft smile erupted my face causing a soft blush to also follow along onto my cheeks.  I sighed before coming up with a response and answering the brunette.

Dreamwastaken

Hello gogy :) - I'm doing okay! Also! I saw your tweet and I greatly appreciate it, it honestly makes me really happy to see tweets like yours and it brightens my mood a ton! Love you too <3

It only took about a minute before watching the typing bubble appear, telling me George is replying to my previous dm. About another minute passed before I watched a new message being delivered from him.

Georgenotfound

Of course Dream!! I'm actually shaking rn, I can't believe your talking to me :] Anyways I'm glad I brighten your day as well as you always brighten mine.. I don't know what I would do without an inspiration like you <3

My heart melted at his words causing more blush to erode my cheeks if that was even possible.  As I sat staring at the messages an idea crowded my brain.

What if I invited to speak with George?

I thought over the pros and cons on if this was a good idea or not.  Pros.  well I bet this would make George's day, Or maybe even his year!  I'm literally his idol and it would make him so happy to hear that I wanted to actually speak with him.  This would also probably brighten my mood since I really want to speak with fans on stream, instead I could speak with one fan privately.  I wouldn't even be judged In this case.

Cons however, George could figure out my identity.  What if he recognized my voice and called me out for it, or what if he asked me something and I accidentally spill information about my irl life.  Well, George has never noticed my voice before, so maybe he won't this time either?  I have been excused that my voice sounds different when over call many times before. I will also be careful not to spill any information to him either.

Ok, I'll do it.  Yeah

I began typing out the question and once I hit send I sat nervously watching my screen, waiting for him to reply.  Once I saw his text come in I immediately started skimming through it.