being alive | glee

15. TOUCH ME

CHAPTER FIFTEEN |
touch me

WARNING: yeah, there's smut.

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Jason awakes smiling at the faint press of Sebastian’s lips on his shoulder. He’s more or less woken up like this at least once a week since they started officially dating just shy of a month ago. And God, he was the happiest he had ever been. He really never imagined that he could love someone as much as he loves Sebastian and he knows it sounds crazy because truthfully they haven’t been together that long, but they’ve been dancing around this dating thing since August. He knew he loved him. He hadn’t exactly said the words out loud, but they’d both been alluding to dropping the L word and what better day to do that than this day.

“Happy Valentine’s Day, baby,” Sebastian smiled warmly, mumbling out the phrase in that sexy morning voice of his that made Jason want to make bad decisions.

The topic of sex somehow still hadn’t come up and Jason was a little more than grateful for that. He’d been thinking about it for a long time, even before he and Sebastian became official. He’d had the same fantasy for the past two years that he would lose his virginity to Kurt, but the fact was that his pining was over with. Kurt hadn’t saved himself for Jason, so Jason couldn’t be expected to wait until Kurt suddenly realizes he’s right in front of him. Kurt hadn’t so much as liked an Instagram post, let alone actually called or texted him, so he needed to let that part of his life go. And Sebastian loved him and wanted him and found him sexy. He wanted to be with somebody who wanted him back and this was the perfect opportunity 

He’d be a liar if he said he didn’t think about sex. He was a seventeen year old boy and he had a hot boyfriend. He thought about it often, but he was waiting for the right time. He didn’t want to jump on Sebastian in the car or ravish him with a morning blowjob. He wanted it to be special. He wanted it to be about them and only them. He wanted it to be intimate, where the only sounds you could hear were soft moans and mumblings of their commitment to each other. He wanted to make it special for Sebastian. He’d never been in a relationship before. He deserved to be wooed. 

“Happy Valentine’s Day, Seb.” Jason returns the grin, turning on his other side to face his boyfriend. His fingers traced through Sebastian’s hair, smiling up at him lazily.

“What do you want to do today?” Sebastian asks, his thumb tracing back and forth on Jason’s bare shoulders. 

“Well, we have to go to school,” A groan leaves Sebastian’s lips while a laugh falls from Jason’s. “But I was thinking we could have dinner at my house. My mom is staying with her boyfriend tonight, so it’ll just be us.”

Sebastian quirks an eyebrow and smirks. “Are you trying to charm me into your bed?”

Jason chuckles, gesturing around the room. “You’re already in my bed.”

“Okay, maybe. But it’s not like Jeff is mad that he’s rooming with Nick right now.” 

Jason rolls his eyes in response, pulling the cover off himself. “Whatever. We need to get ready.”

“I don’t wanna.” Sebastian whines, much like a small child when they don't get what they want. And it was obvious Sebastian wasn't getting what he wanted either. 

“Get out of bed, you big baby.” Jason rolls his eyes again, pulling his button-up over his shoulders. 

He watches his boyfriend get out of bed with all the enthusiasm of a toddler. There’s an adorable little pout on Sebastian’s lips that Jason just wants to kiss off and he watches Sebastian struggle into the Dalton issue trousers, tripping over their hem and throwing his palms down on the mattress to catch himself.