Seokjin centric oneshot (jin×bangtan)

Guilt

"Hyung come with us....just dont sit alone down there" hoseok said pulling seokjin along with him off the ground. Jin smiled timidly getting up dusting off the sand from his pants following hoseok towards the other boys. Who were enjoying their time in the warm ocean currents. He was engulfed in the warm watery feeling as soon as he neared the shore.

"Get wet!" Jimin yelled splashing water on jin. He just defended himself by putting his hands infront of his face. Nonetheless the water soaked wet. "Yeah jimin, we don't got extra pair of clothes! Look you ruined hyung's clothes." Hoseok said scolding jimin. "Its ok hobi....." Jin said softly. "See hyung is not mad!" Jimin continuing his swim.

Hoseok stood there a small smile on his face looking at the members, laughing and having the time of their lives. Just what he wants them to have. He turned to look at jin and his smile instantly dropped, jin looked nervous. Sad to be more excat, his eyes looked towards the members with sadness filled in and an emotion which was unknown. His face was lit up with the soft hue of the setting sun and his black jacket hung in loosely around his broad shoulders, and was that gloss in his eyes natural, or were they getting teary? Hoseok could not help himself but utter out his voice in a "hyung..." as if on cue seokjin blinked his eyes away and turned to hoseok with the same kind smile.

"Are you ok?" He asked in a soft concerning voice, not too loud not too silent, just perfect for them to be heard. "Yeah am fine hobi....what's wrong with me?" Jin said shrugging his shoulders. "Are you crying?" He asked. Jin nodded his head vigorously in a no. "Cry? Why will I...I was not crying..." he said. "But you had tears in your eyes..." hoseok said. "I wasn't crying...I am just happy...you know to be here.....got overwhelmed by happiness" Jin said smiling. Hoseok nodded his head closing the distance between him and jin. He knew jin was quite emotional kinda guy. He cried easily whenever he was overwhelmed with emotions.

Which was completely fine with bangtan, they have seen him cry on multiple occasions whenever he felt overwhelmed. And not all times it used to be sad, sometimes he used to cry because he was overwhelmed with happiness. But this time, it wasn't happiness. Even if he said he was happy, hoseok didn't felt that way, he felt as if he was hiding something, those weren't tears of sadness either, they were just something else. And hoseok was unable to put a hold on what could they mean. Which worried him more.

Soon enough the sun roll down and it was dark, and they were back in their dorms. Seokjin's mood didn't seemed to have got any better according to hoseok, he had ofcourse paid attention to the eldest since then, looking at him. Trying to read out that certain emotion in his eyes. But was unable to. It was Friday and it was seokjin's turn to make food, Mondays Tuesdays and Wednesdays are of yoongi, thrusday, Friday and Saturdays of seokjin and ofcourse they cooked together during Sundays. What if he is tired? After all the practice, the recording the writing and making and not to mention the boys, they all can be tiring sometimes.

"Hyung wait! Yoongi will make food today" Jin fornwed. "But its Friday its my day....." Jin said. "I know.... but you must be tired. So you rest and yoongi will make food." Hosoek said pushing jin out of the kitchen. "But... but yoongi must be ti-" "yoongi hyung is strong like a rock he is our pretty strong rock he is not tired.......he will make food!" He said forcing jin to sit down. "Ho-" "yoongi hyung come on come on let's cook dinner together" hoseok said pulling yoongi along with him. "Hey hey...hoseok it's Friday not my day." Yoongi said frowning. "I know....but jin hyung seems......quite off today...." hoseok said.

"Off? Is he ok?" Yoongi asked. "Yeah I mean he said he is fine...but I don't know...he just feels so different as if he...is sad? But he is not sad...its just something else..and I dont know, he was crying back at the beach...like not cry, but had tears in his eyes but he said he was fine...so I thought maybe he was just tired...." hoseok said. Yoongi nodded in understanding. "Maybe he is tired... you know lately we had so much under our hands.....its ok I understand." Yoongi said. Hoseok nodded. He stood there watching yoongi cut up some meat and put it in the pan, what could be wrong with him?