Seokjin centric oneshot (jin×bangtan)

Ashes

An:- This was a suggestion
mentions of sm*king, cig**ettes.

Hoseok was in a happy mood today. He just doesn't know why. But is there even a reason to be happy now? He was simply happy because his work for his album was going on well and all the plans he had for his work were going well.

Although he was feeling a little empty inside for it hasn't been that long since the last comeback and the promotions stopped and he was feeling too empty with too much energy. But he was going to meet seokjin today. And he was looking forward to it.

It has been honestly a whole month since he saw seokjin. His own work kept him busy and he was meeting new people every day so it was a little hard to keep up with all of his members. But so far he was successful to catch up with yoongi and jimin over a game of soccer. Jungkook was busy with his own things and taehyung and namjoon weren't even in the country. So seokjin it was.

He had everything planned out. Lunch then game then drinks and then at last dinner. Perfect plan. He took a deep breath in, and knocked the door. He heard faint familiar, "coming" from the other side. Hoseok could feel the giddiness in him rise. As the footsteps got closer and the door code chimed up and the door opened.

"Ah hobi!" Seokjin said in his signature way hugging the man. "Jan" hoseok mumbled melting in the hug. Gosh he missed it so much. He leaned in the hug and seokjin simply held him tightly. Taking in a whiff to feel the same old sweet scent the man held. But...something was off. He took in a deep breath in the crook of his neck but, it just didn't smelt like him.

It smelt like burnt ashes. Ashes mixed with nicotine. He hopes it was his imagination.

"Let's go in?" Jin said. Hoseok nodded excitedly not wanting to accuse his hyung the first time he has seen him in a month. He stepped in the same white shaded apartment with a long large white couch, a marble coffee table and a silver lined TV screen.

"Namjoon was right your apartment does look like a wedding suite" hoseok said making himself comfortable. Seokjin rolled his eyes. "Seok ah...I just love light colors that is all" jin said turning himself to grab the glass of water. "Yeah but these light pink roses and green ferns make it look like a bouquet for bride" hoseok joked.

"And you gonna be that bride" jin said turning. "Pfft will not mind marrying you" hoseok said. Seokjin just rolled his eyes and handed him the glass of water. Hoseok drank the water.

"So what is your plan for the day?" Seokjin asked sitting on the couch. "Hmmmm was thinking lunch then gaming then dinner" hoseok said. "Sounds perfect!" Jin said, "yes!" "What you want to eat for lunch?" Jin asked. "Sushi made by the Kim seokjin" hoseok said. Jin chuckled and said, "sure why not... I happen to have all the ingredients just wait for few minutes I will start on the preparation" jin said and went in the kitchen.

Hoseok smiled and kept the glass down on the marble coffee table. Noticing the yellow burn marks on the satin marble. Hoseok's smile dropped down. Did he....did he started it again?

One thing which had always worried hoseok was the relapse. But did he start it again? Memories flooded him in. What if he did? What if he is doing it like he did back then? He can not let it happen again. He can not.

He got up, and took a peak in the kitchen. Seokjin was busy there making his way round trying to make the perfect batch of sushi for hoseok.

This was the time. Hoseok went in his bed room. He knew where seokjin slept well that was how close they were.  He entered the room, the familiar smell filling up his senses. Oh no. This is bad. He must look around. And he did.

Beneath the bed, on the bed, beneath the pillows, near the windowsill, in the wardrobe, every where. But it was not to be found. But it has to be here. Hoseok could not be wrong. And if he is, perhaps this is his clue to get that he was going crazy.