Seokjin centric oneshot (jin×bangtan)

under the blue sky

An:-it's just seokjin centric in seokjins pov (no bangtan here)

(Jin pov)
I got out of the car, there was no one around. I smile stretching my arms and body, taking a deep breath in I sigh. It has to be a good day. I was skeptical about other places, it was new years eve afterall, all places must be filled to the brim especially the tourists destinations. Even the banks of Han River are full of people these days. So are restaurants and other destinations. But one place I knew would be completely empty was this lake.

It is a long drive from seoul but everything which is present here is worth the long drive. The beautiful mountains, the long aging trees, small shops and few people around and few benches scattered around and infront of these benches laid the seren lake. Cold as of now cause its winter. I instantly feel relived, i take a look in my car, yes I need to take somethings with me, my water bottle, my coat, my wallet and is there something am forgetting? I look around ah yes, the book i wanted to read for so long. It has been sitting on my bookshelf for about a year and i never got the time to read it. Guess today's the time. I took it and yes ofcourse a bag.

I shut my car door and lock it hearing the familiar beep and the tail lights flickering. I smile walking around. It feels so good to be at solitude. I walk for some time, looking around, it was kind of cold, I bet it will snow soon. The thought of snow sent a friendly shiver down my spine. I smile, I heard the familiar chirp of the bird I know I look up and see it flying above me, my eyes follow the fellow avian smile creeking up on my face. It went up and up in the blue sky.

Blue sky, that's when I notice the sky was crystal clear with few clouds on their way. I was mesmerized by the sky. I look at it for sometime, "I must take a picture to show nam-" I shake my head in a no. I must not think. At least for once. I look around and it was pretty cheery. The vibes were perfect, tae- i shake my head once again, this is definitely getting out of hand. I must not think, I take a deep breath in. Maybe i should sit. I look around and find the perfect bench, I sigh and sit. I keep my bag beside me and flip open the book. Reading it.

It was quite intense, action packed and something you won't read under such a peaceful environment. It was full of gore and blood which was strange because yoongi never suggested such books to me. Shit, I thought about them again. I sigh, closing the book marking the page I left on. I huff closing my eyes. I need to prove it. I can do it. That's what my therapist said, and that's what I want to do. Stop thinking about them. I sit and stare across the lake, getting lost jimi- oh god seokjin for the sake of God! That's when my stomach growled, I look down and let out a breathy chuckle, just in time. Maybe this will distract me.

I get up, and look around ah yes! The bakery! I walk with quick steps towards the bakery. I remember it. I used to go there with my brother when we came here as family. This location had been quite special for me. It was one of those town my parents always took me and my brother to. Our parents started to date here later on getting married. They then started to get my elder brother to this place after his birth and then I got along. We always had the time of our lives here. A peaceful town, less people and faces which grew more and more familiar as we visited more often. Life happened and my brother and me moved on, with our personal careers.

He got married had his family and I got my family bang- I must not think of them. I sigh it's hard to not think of them. Like how do you avoid thinking about people you love? It's just fucking hard, I enter the shop and the bells ring, the owner with white hair, wrinkled skin and shrunken body frame looked up, "seokjinchi?" He said, it put an instant smile on my face. He still remembers me. "Ahju-shi" he smiled "how are you? It has been such a long time where have you been? And your brother? And your parents?" He asked. I smile, "they are well..how are you?" I ask. "Am fine as well. Got pretty old you know..." he said. "But you still look as good as you looked back then" I say.