Seokjin centric oneshot (jin×bangtan)

forgivness(away pt2)

(Ken pov)
"Jin just a spoonful?  Please eat. You will fall more sick than you are now" but he just nodded his head in a no and pushed the spoon back. I sigh. Since jin came with me he hasn't had anything. He just had few buiscuits and glasses of water and nothing to eat. He refuses to eat anything. He just don't want to eat. I really don't know how am I supposed to care for him. He had always been stubborn. And that was his only problem.

A ring distracts me from my thoughts. I keep the soup bowl on the side and take my phone out from my back pocket. It is namjoon. I dont really remeber giving him my mobile number but then years ago when we met in Issac, we exchanged our numbers as formality. I quietly walk away from jin in the living room. I really don't trust them, but since the past 1 week or so jin hasn't stopped talking about them. I sigh and press the recive button. "Hello?!" I heard a frantic voice. "Hello namjoon its ken." I said in a bored tone. "Ken hyung! Thank God you picked up the call. Hyung, is jin hyung with you? We have been trying to find him for so long, please tell us he is with you." I heard a crack in the voice as he said it. I think the pdnim thought them a lesson. I sigh and said. "I know where he is. Just come to my apartment." I give them my address and they said they will be there in 15 minutes.  I walk in my bedroom where jin was staying, he initially insisted me to give him the guest room but I wanted to keep a close eye on him.

He was lying down. Sleeping. I sigh and walk towards him, I pull the covers up. "Dont worry jinnie everything will be alright." I whisper in his ears as he stirs in his sleep.

(Namjoon pov.)
Its been 1 whole week without jin and I feel broken. How can I be such a dickhead with him? I am not even a good leader. After all a leader is supposed to care for his teammates and help them when they need him, but I failed. I let out a sob as I try to dial a random number in hopes to find jin.

Our lives without him have been like a ship in the sea with nowhere to go. We have tried every number, right from his brothers place to his parents house. We even tried his best friend moonbyuel's number but even she doesn't know about him. We even tried forgein places like our old house where we used to stay in America but we got no response. I sigh. Jimin has been a wreck since the incident. He won't talk to us anymore. He just sits and cries for hours until he is exhausted. Hoseok just said that he dosent deserves to dance because he made his hyung feel bad. He doesn't deserves what he loves. Yoongi was kind of sane and apart from me he was the one who made calls or went out in his car to search for Jin for hours. Taehyung has latched himself to the jacket hobi found. He hasn't washed it. He doesn't keep it away from him. He is always hugging it. Jungkook has cleaned his room, washed the clothes tidied up the place and been a good boy. He just went ahead and curled himself into a ball on Jin's bed.

I try to remeber each and every friend of his. Moonbyul,his university classmates, his brothers friends, his childhood friends. Wait, we never called one person, Ken! He is Jins friend. Bestfriend. I hurriedly dial his number.
We talked for a bit and he said he knew where jin was! "Yoongi hyung!" I scream. Yoongi comes running. "What happened? " he asks. "I..think we found him." I say as tears rolled down my face. Each one of them came running in the room and started to pull their boots up.

(Ken pov)
I get out of my room and softly shut the door behind. I still don't trust them. They need to win it back. The door knocks continuesly indicating someone is at the door. I open the door and 6 men push in my house and one, whom I suppose is namjoon grabs my shirt and says, "where is jin hyung?" He says. "Can you be a little polite?" I say. He sighs and leave me and practically everyone begs me to tell them where he is. "Sit down." I say to them.

"Why should I trust you with my friends safety and happiness when you already ruined it?" I say calmly. "We agree we have been bad with him. And we are guilty for it. We realized that we can not live without him." Taehyung if I am right said crying while holding a jacked close to him. "I have been a good boy for him. I am no more the brat. Please I want jin hyung back." The youngest jungkook I suppose said. "Please he must be hungry...he must be lonely right?" Jimin said crying. "I want to say him that he is the best dancer ever! The only person who's been bad is me. Please" hoseok said. "He is not annoying I am annoying..." yoongi said crying out loud. "I. Have been a bad leader! I want him. He is always there for me but then I was not there for him. Please tell us where he is.. " namjoon too said sobbing out loud.