Seokjin centric oneshot (jin×bangtan)

little(seceret pt2)

(Namjoon pov)
"Baby dont be like this let dada work bun?" I ask the 2 year old little. "Ani" he said.  I sigh and adjust the 2 year old on my lap so that I can see the computer screen. I have to produce a song for the upcoming album, and since past few weeks jin hyung hasn't left his baby space. So we made an excuse that he was sick and yoongi and I started to work form our home.

I work for few hours, then I heard few soft snores coming from the toddler. I chuckle and gently pick him up to lay him down in my bedroom. I put him down and cresse his hair and place a kiss on his head. He mumbled something in his sleep but then went back to being quite. I pull the covers on him and leave the room. I streach my self and decided to make myself a cup of coffee. When yoongi came in. "Hey sup." He said. "Nothing much i just put jin down for a nap. Not sure whether he will wake up in a deeper space." I say taking a sip of the bitter liquid. "Ohh I see. You need to go for the recording. Jungkook and taehyung are done with their part and so is hoseok and jimin. Just yours and jin's is left." Yoongi hyung said. I think for a moment and say, "how about I leave now and record my part while you stay here with jin?"  yoongi agrees. Soon I leave for the studio.

(Yoongi pov)
I heard few soft hiccups from Namjoon's room, I take a peek only to find the most adorable view. Jin sat on the bed rubbing his eyes hicupping with an adorable annoyed faced.

"Aww my bun is awake?" I say entering the room, "da..dy" he tries to say with hiccups intruppting him. "Come on baby let's drink water to stop the hiccups." I say picking up the baby. He moves his head and tries to look at the things around him. I put him on top of counter top and fill his sippy cup. I give him water and his hiccups stopped. "Better?" I ask him. He only gives me his almond eyes. Guess he slipped deeper in the little space. I chuckle and pick him up.

"Want to play?" I ask. His eyes glimmer as he giggles putting his hand in his mouth."ah no we don't do that bun, let's get you a paci first." I say taking his baby blue pacifier from the counter drawer. I wash it with some warm water first and put the pacifier in his mouth. He starts to suck on it slowly. "Lets colour sweet heart." I say taking his coloring book from the closet. He just kept starring. I made him hold the crayon and I made him colour. He starts to giggle. "Aww you liked it bun?" I ask. He nods his head. "How old are you bun?" He looks confused but then he shows me 2 fingers. "You are 2?" I ask he nods. I smile, "ok then jinnie can you colour yourself?" I ask him he nods and starts coloring. I get up and go in to get myself something to eat. I heard the door open and a "hey baby!" From taehyung. I sigh in relief and make myself ramen.

I heard few occasional giggles from the baby and taehyung talking to him in silly voices. The door opens once again, but this time instead of giggles form the baby i heard cries.
I quickly get up to see hoseok and jimin standing and jin crying. While taehyung tried his best to calm the younger down. But he just kept crying. I sigh and scoop the crying mess in my arms as I gently rock him back and forth. "Shh calm down baby." I said but he just kept crying.

"It is because of us right?" Jimin said sighing sadly. Whatever happened between them 3 has affected jin a lot at least his little side of 2-3 year old. He finds jimin and hoseok "scary" and doesn't want to be near them. Most probably the reason jin is in his baby space for the past 3 weeks is because of what happened between jimin,hoseok and jin. Even if his 4 year old self forgave them his baby self has yet not.

"Hoseok, jimin, dont worry I am sure he will. Whatever it is he will. Do not worry." I say. Jin just kept crying and seemed quite distressed. I decided to take him in my room. "Calm down baby." I try to calm him down by making patterns on his back, something which calmns him down. But it was not working either. He kept hitting on my chest repeatedly. I know what will calm him down in such situation.

I lock the door to my room, and pull down the curtains to make it a little dark and comforting.  I take my t-shirt off and lay the baby in my laps comfortably. I bring him close to my chest and soon his mouth finds its comfort as he slowly sucks on my nipple. This was something which neither the rest of the members knew, nor jin hyung in his adult mindset himself. It was something which I and baby jin discovered accidentally.

About an year ago jin was distressed because he was sick. And nothing seemed to calm him down. That is when I came across mock breast feeding while researching for methods to comfort a little. I was hesitant to try it out first afraid what would big jin think if me, but then I can not see my baby so distressed either. So I decided to try it out. The baby was a bit confused at first, but after inducing him he naturally took it. And found the much needed calmness in it. After slipping out of the baby space into the adult mindset, it seemed like jin hyung didn't remembered it. So it was a thing between the baby and me.

Since then whenever the baby was distressed beyond the point of being handled by any members or any other method I knew this always worked. It might seem weird but as the baby found comfort in it, so do I. I feel close to him because how close he gets to me this way. I feel more than just a caregiver. I feel a little more than that to him.

I feel him suck in slowly and gently after few minutes or so it stops and I look down to be met by an almond gaze jin. He slipped deeper. I sigh and place him on the bed as he looked around, I put on my shirt and pick him up. "Baby, listen I want to tell you something. Uncle Jiminie and uncle hobi are not meanies. They are good and they love jinnie alot. Doesn't jin loves them?" I ask the baby. He looks in my eyes and nods a little. "Then, when we love someone, and if they make a mistake and the mistake is forgivable we forgive them am I right?" I say pushing back his stray strands of hair. He nods as he bites down his lip a little. "So no more angry on uncle Jiminie and uncle hobi got it?" He nods a little. I kiss his head and walk out of the room him in my arms.

We enter the dinning room and everyone was siting there. Hobi and jimin looks at us and get up to leave but then jin stops them. "Hobi...chimchim stay." While making grabby hands towards them two. Jimin says "aww my baby" and rushes to scoop jin up from my arm. Jin happily goes in jimin and hobi's arm. Everything seems to have settled now.

(Namjoon pov)
I come back after recording my part. I can hear the distressed cries of my baby from living room. I panick "what happened? " I ask taehyung,jimin and hobi who were siting there. "Jin was scared of jimin and hoseok. So he is crying." Taehyung said. "And who is with him?" I ask. "Yoongi hyung, he took him to calm him down." Taehyung said. I sigh knowing that someone whom small jin found comfort was closer to him.

Soon jungkook enters with a confused face not knowing what is happening. I need to know what happened between them 3 that they made jin so upset that he gets scared when he sees them.

I look at them in a stern way and ask, "jimin,hoseok what have you two done with him?" Hoseok looks at me and says. "Well that day during our fanmeet, jin hyung had slipped into his child space. And we didn't knew what to do so I asked him to slip back in adult space, but he refused because he was scared. So I asked him to listen to us, but je wanted to go home because he was scared but at that time we had no other option, so I forced him to talk to the fans despite being sacred and that made him mad at us."  I was left shocked at their confession. "Hyung that was wrong!" Jungkook says. "Jin is now afraid of you" he said. "I know kookie. I know. I and jimin had tried everything to ask for our forgiveness but he must be really mad at us."

I sigh and keep a reassuring hand on jimin and hoseoks shoulders. Now I know why jin was not slipping back in adult space. We wait for them in dinning room. After about an hour yoongi hyung brings jin back. Jin seems to have forgave them, and I felt happy for them. After dinner jin wanted to sleep with me, so I took him with me.

In the morning I wake up to jin shaking me awake. "Joonie wake up! We need to go to work!" In his adult jin voice. It was nice to have our jin hyung back after such a long time.