Dear Diary,
Hello. I just got done taking a bunch of practice tests. It was really boring. I mainly daydreamed about NaLu lemon while doing it. It's so beautiful!!! *Fangirls incredibly hard* Hahaha. Anyway, I'm bored. I don't even know what to write for this right now. I mean, it's always the same. If I'm dead inside, and have been for years, how can people like me? How can I feel if I'm not real? What happened that I can't let myself forget every bad thing I've ever done? Why do I hold that over myself? Why can't I move on? I'M NEVER WEARING A DRESS TO SCHOOL AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! MEH!!!!!!!!! Why do I respond to H if I'm not her? I wish it would all end. I want to die, but at the same time I don't. It's so confusing!!!! Gir. OMG!! T said that she's gonna talk G into kissing me at the carnival!!!!!!!! EEEEK!!! I hope he does, I'm like A and just waiting for it to happen. Hahah. Plus it would be rather romantic to do it on the ferris wheel. Meh.... Now I'm thinking about him. I can't get his smile out of my mind. Gir, I want to think about him, but at the same time I wanna pay attention to my show and get some sleep. Ugh, so confusing. Oh well, I'll find a way to do both or I'll just sleep and pray that I dream about him. It would work if I had dreams. All I have are nightmares. (T^T) It makes me sad and really scared at the same time. Ok I'm pretty sure I'm done for today so goodbye.
Artistically yours,
H
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Dear Diary
Non-FictionFirst you should know that the original details were a lie. I did that because I kinda didn't want to risk my mother finding this book. Now that I have precautions I can say that this is my diary. Yeah, sorry for all the grammar mistakes and languag...
