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Dear Diary,

Hello!! Ok so K, T, and I were all talking and I said that I didn't believe G when he says I love you. While they were trying to convince me that he does he walked over and sat down. He wanted to know what we were talking about but we changed the subject, ok I did. Then on the bus going to tennis he asked me again what we were talking about. I somewhat reluctantly told him.He went kinda quiet and I just leaned on his shoulder and fought the urge to cry, I felt so guilty for saying it but it's true. How can anyone love me? We started talking again after a minute. Then when we pulled up to the courts and everyone was getting off he did something awesome!!!! He took my chin in his hand and made me face him. Then before I could even begin to guess what he was about to do, HE KISSED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok so it was just a peck on the lips but I'm counting it!!!!!! I swear I didn't expect that. I thought he was just going to give me a speech or something. I was completely shocked, but really happy. After he did it, me being the idiot that I am, did nothing but smile and hug him. Most of my past relationships have failed miserably and I've never loved any of them like I love G, so naturally I had no idea what to do and my body kind of took over for me. The rest of practice I was just really happy. No joke, for the first time in what seems like forever I'm genuinely happy. I mean it when I say that I love him, and from now on I'll never doubt it when he says that he loves me. Guess that's all for today, so bye!!!

Artistically yours,

H

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