Deep Indigo (Shin Ryujin - Itzy)

6 - What Are You Doing?

(Ryujins POV)

I keep thinking about what happened between us, it makes my heart race for no reason. "She must be doing it on purpose, I can't be the only one who's thinking it."

Chaereyong laughs then speaks, "You are the only one who's thinking it, I don't even know what she did to make you like this."

I sighed then said, "She got way too close to me too many times! And I didn't expect any of them!" Chaeryeong moved to sit next to me on her bed, "Listen Ryujin-ah, I think it would be better if Y/n is with the whole group so I can see what you're talking about. I'll try to get Yuna to convince Y/n to visit sometime."

"GUYS!!!! EVERYONE EVERYONE HELLO!!!" We both heard Yuna of us stood up and quickly went to Yuna following where the noise came from, seeing her with her phone in her hand looking excited

"Yuna, why are you screaming like that?" Yeji asked as we all crowded by the doorway, "You guys come in, I need to tell you something~" She smiled brighter than ever.

Once we were all close enough she started to talk, "Okay, so you know Y/n right?" We all nodded and she continued, "soo, she told me that she has 4 days off and that she can come see you guys." Yuna said excited, as Chaeryeong looked at me eyes wide.

Lia sighed then said, "Is that why you screamed so loudly?" Yuna nodded happily then said,"Wouldn't you be excited if your best friend that you barely hang out with has a day-off to spend time with you?" Yuna raised an eyebrow.

Yeji started to laugh "Lia doesn't have friends that's why she's not excited." Yeji laughed falling to the floor as Lia started to hit her playfully.

Yuna looked towards Yeji and Lia then back to Chaeryeong and me with puppy eyes, "You bunnies care right?"

We both immediately hugged Yuna as Chaeryeong chuckled "Of course, anything to make our maknae happy." She said patting her head.

I looked towards Yejisu they were still fighting each other, I rolled my eyes and then said to the other two, "They are going to last forever, let's go to my room." They both nodded and all 3 of us moved to my room.

I closed the door behind me, and then Yuna asked "Oh right Ryujin Annie, how did the day with Y/n Unnie go?"

I looked at her and sighed, "It was good but in a bad way.." Yuna raised an eyebrow and then replied, "What do you mean by that?"

-

I explained to Yuna what happened and her opinion on what Y/n did, Yuna smiled then replied "Y/n is like that sometimes, but I agree with Chaeryeong Annie, she isn't usually like this when you first meet her. You guys must have clicked." Yuna wiggled her eyebrows at me teasingly.

I huffed and then lay on my bed, I had no idea what was wrong with me. I must've gone crazy and she's the one that's driving me crazy. The way she looks at me when she speaks to me, I can't get enough of it. I want to see her again.

Is this what love feels like? Is this what it feels like to fall so deeply in love with someone? Is this what it feels like to want their attention? If it is, I hate this feeling, I don't like it. I don't like it, but I don't know how to fix it.

I close my eyes for a second to recollect myself, my feelings are scattered on the ground.
"Unnie, it might just be for the first meeting, maybe she wanted to have a good first impression of her," Yuna says trying to make me feel better.

I look at her and sigh, "But what if it carries on? I wouldn't mind it but I'm an idol, there are so many fans and sasaengs out there."

"Ryujin-ah, it's not like you're dating already, you've barely got to know each other." Chaeryeong says, "Also, I think that you just need to accept that you're gay." She teases, making Yuna and I laugh.

"Unnie, why did you have to say it like that?" Yuna giggled, Chaeryeong smiled then replied, "No~ I just thought Ryujin wasn't accepting that she was falling in love with a beautiful girl."

I roll my eyes playfully, "Whatever Chaeryeong, I will admit Y/n is attractive, but I--"

"So you do like Y/n?!" Yuna and Chaeryeong excitingly scream at the same time, Yuna gasps and then says "Ryujin Annie! Have you fallen in love with my best friend?" She smiles brightly.

"That's not what I mean, I didn't mean it like that- Can I not admit that someone is attractive?" I facepalm then Yuna replies, "You can say someone is attractive, but if you say it's Y/n you most likely have a crush on her." She sticks her tongue out at me.

"Y/n had a lot of people confessing to her at Hanlim, she would usually complain that she never gets to have quiet." Yuna says, Chaeryeong nods then says "Y/n was quite popular, how did you not meet her Ryujin?"

I shrug my shoulders and brush my hair back, "I don't know.." I lay down on my bed putting a pillow over my head, I better not dream about her.

-

(Y/n POV)

I was in my room looking at the proportions for the new building when my phone started to vibrate and the screen turned on displaying 'work' on the front.

I picked up the phone answering it, "Hey Mark, what's up?" I hear loud noises in the background and him shouting, "Yah! You guys calm down! I'm on the phone!"

I laugh and then say, "Seems like you're struggling there.." He sighs then replies "Yeah I am, they're being stupid again.." I furrow my eyebrows then tease him, "Like you even use your whole brain when you're with me,"

"Hey hey! Don't expose me like that, I do use my brain... Sometimes... I think.." He says hesitantly, I hear shuffling on the other side of the phone then a sigh, "Okay, I'm in a quiet place now, now I can say what I needed to when I called you."

I nod then reply, "Go ahead mr mork." I hear him scoff then say "Anyways, I called you because I'm bored and want an update on your life since I haven't seen or talked to you in like 3 months."

I raise an eyebrow then say "Then why don't you come over and we can chill, I have a few days off." He gasps slightly then says in a surprised tone, "You have a day off?" I laugh then reply, "I have more than 1 day off Mark, you can come right now if you even bothered." I hear more shuffling and then ask "Are you coming over?"

Mark quickly replies, "yeah, it's better than talking to you on the phone, I'll be there in like 20 minutes max."
I laugh then say, "All alright then, if you say so.."

After 16 minutes I hear a doorbell, I walk over to open the door. As it opens I hear a voice,

"Y/n!!"

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