Ladies' Night (Lesbian)

Chapter 18

Merry Christmas!

Kissing Gabrielle really takes my breath away.

It feels good. It feels wow, it feels surreal.

Ngayon palang ako naka experience ng ganitong kaintense na kiss, nakakapanghina pero buhay na buhay ang dugo ko.

"Mm." Hindi ko mapagilang mapaungol nang maramdaman ko ang kamay ni Gab sa tiyan ko.

The sounds of our parted lips echo in the living room.

Gosh.

Gabrielle looks at me, her eyes are covered of lust.

She let me appreciates her Goddess like beauty for a second before she leans down and kisses softly my jawline down my neck——Jesus Christ!

Napaangat ang lower back ko when she slips her hand inside my short and settled sa bandang puson.

My body got goosebumps all over.

Hindi ako nakagalaw nang unti unting dumidikit sa sensitive part ko anf kamay nya.

Wag!

Bigla akong nanginig nang mag flash back sa alaala ko ang mga nangyari. I suddenly feel horrified, sobra sobrang takot na someone's touching me again.

Maawa ka!

"Gab.." My voice cracked, almost crying. "Wag please."

Gabrielle immediately stop kissing me. "Mm?" Pinagmasdan ako ni Gabrielle as tears pools in my eyes. "Oh my.. Mia? Are you okay?"

Agad akong napaupo. "I'm sorry."

"Hey don't be sorry." Pagcocomfort ni Gabrielle sakin. Hinawakan nya ng mahigpit ang kamay ko. "It's me. I shouldn't."

"No." Umiling ako as tried to calm down myself. "O..okay lang ako."

But Gabrielle seems not convinced though. "Are you sure?"

Tumayo ako when i noticed Gab is going to ask something more. "Oo naman." Tumalikod ako as i wiped my tears away. Ayaw ko na sana maalala ang pangit na nangyari sakin before but it happened with Gabrielle pa. "Teka yung mainit na tubig."

Tinanggal ko sa saksakan ang electric heater at huminga ng malalim bago ulit magsalita. "Gusto mo ba kumain?"

"Sure, bigla nga akong nagutom. Nabitin ako."

I don't know kung seryoso ba sya sa sinabi nya or what.

"Gab..."

Tumayo din si Gabrielle sabay ngiti. My God. She's so pretty. "I'm not going to force you for things you don't like.."

" I don't regret the kiss." Mariin ko na sabi sa kanya. Well at least I'm not to ashamed to admit it dahil ginusto ko din naman talaga. "I'm just.. not yet ready."

"Then tell me whenever you are ready." Ngumisi sya.

I just roll my eyes at her, playing. "Tara na at kumain."

Kahit paano ay gumaang ang pakiramdam ko.

And yes..

We did kiss pero wala kaming naramdaman na awkwardness after. It feels normal. Parang mas naging close kami ni Gabrielle this time though wala pang linaw kung ano kami sa isa't isa.

Okay lang din, since hindi pa ako ready. Hindi ko din sure what she really feels for me. Ayaw ko din mag-assume. Mahirap na maging assumera.

"Do you have Netflix?" She asked nang naupo sya sa sofa.