Ladies' Night (Lesbian)

Chapter 27

No secrets can be hidden forever no matter how hard we tried to kept it. Well i really thought it's not true until I was humiliated by Gia sa wedding party pa mismo ng parents nya.

Ang daming taong nakakita at rinig nang katotohanan na matagal ko nang tinatakbuhan.

Nakakahiya ako.

Alam ko na wala akong karapatan masaktan because what i did was horrible but if there is someone na dapat magsabi o magtapat sa pagkakamali ko ay walang iba kundi ako lang din.

Pero inunahan ako ni Gia in desperation.

So paano ko haharapin si Emery ngayon?

I couldn't even look at her habang tahimik na nakasakay sa kotse pauwi. No one's dare to speak, I didn't have any voice either. Sobrang bigat lang ng puso ko.

Hindi ko alam kung paano ipapaliwanag kay Emery ang lahat, sa magulang ko——lalong lalo kay Ivy. Paano nya maiintindihan ang walang katwirang nagawa ko?

Oh God, hindi ko alam ang gagawin.

At bigla kong naramdaman ang paghaplos ni Emery sa kamay ko.

Napatingin ako sa kanya. There is no disgust, no judgement but only understanding on her beautiful face. Na touch ako, kaya hindi ko napigilang maiyak.

How can she do that?

"Please stop the car Marco." Utos ni Emery sa driver bodyguard.

Marco didn't asked anything but did what he was told. Inihinto nya ang sasakyan sa gilid ng sikat na coffee shop na walang salita na bumaba.

Pero iyak lang ako ng iyak. Hindi ko mapigilan——I just need to release this huge emotions dahil baka hindi ko kayanin. "I'm.. I'm sorry."

Emery hugs me so tightly. "Sshh.."

Kumapit ako sa suot ni Emery na dress, napakahigpit.. "Hindi ko alam ang gagawin nong mga oras na yon Emery, litong lito ako, takot kung paano bubuhayin ang mga anak ko."

I finally confessed.

"Hindi ko sya ginusto iwanan sa ampunan Emery." Pagpapatuloy ko. "Ilang beses kong pinag-isipan pero ginawa ko parin yong sa tingin ko ay tama nong mga oras na yon." Sobrang bigat ng dibdib ko by remembering the heartbreak i went through. "Pwede ko naman silang piniliing dalawa pero mas pinili ko si Ivy."

Why?

Because my son reminds me my ex-boyfriend Axl. Magkamukha silang dalawa and my heart couldn't take it.

"I can't judge you Mia." Malumay na salita  ni Emery after a long time. "I can never blame your decision because i wasn't on your shoe." Hinaplos haplos lang ni Emery ang likuran ko. "And to tell you the truth.."

Bigla akong kinabahan. Wait. Makikipaghiwalay na ba sya sakin?

Unti-unti akong bumitaw kay Emery at naupo ng maayos. She looks emotionless though. "Do you want to leave me?"

Emery stare intensely at me now. "Mia.."

So i guess this is the consequence of my actions.

"Please don't cry.." Emery caresses my cheek gently. "I do love you, always. Gabrielle and me." Titig na titig kami sa isa't isa. "Let me finish first though." Tumango nalang ako. "Alam ko——namin ni Gabrielle ang totoo about Ivy and Cody."

Nanlamig ang mukha ko. "Ha?"

Ngumiti si Emery and I suddenly feels Gabrielle too. "Since the day you had to pretend as Gabrielle's girlfriend."

And I'm that stupid to assume na walang alam sina Gabrielle at Emery with all the resources she has.

Lalo akong nakaramdam ng panliliit sa sarili at hiya.