From this Pain

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My Love, do you hear?

How long will it take for you to remember and recognize me?

I feel the emptiness in my heart

The absence of my soulmate echoes through my life

This pain is excruciating

I remember you

They can tell me I am crazy

I just wish you were here

I made a decision

That I would rather be alone

Than be without him

Even if I have to suffer the torture of separation

The agony of a hundred lifetimes I have to fulfill in this universe

I don't understand it

But when we made love, everything changed

Maybe not for him, but for me

It's a curious feeling when you meet your soul mate

We have more than one, yet there is an uneasiness in the air

A breeze from the hands of time flowing past you

Whispering, "Remember, remember..."

Once I recognized who he was, my whole world changed

The world no longer feels as if it has a defect

Death does not seem to sting everyone, instead, it carries them gently away to the world over yonder

I had known him before from so many lifetimes, and I will continue to again and again For now the darkness is night

An eventual ending to the long day

Tired end to all life

There is no more escape

There is no more lies

There is no more pain

There is only a road

This road stretches on into the night

It is brave and it is daunting

Can you see now?

It's time to go

It's time to let go of the past

Not take it with me

For it was not so bad

The world puts expectations on me

I fear I will let them down

Yet I feel it

I feel like something is different

Like something needs to change

The clock keeps ticking

The clock keeps marking the passage of time

The passing of each moment

Sweeping everything away

It's time to be alone for now

It's time to go

Out there

The screams of hell aren't far away

They sing to us

The empty desolate vast space that is Middle America

I feel like an outlaw

I'm smoking rings into the sky

Embracing the cold of November

I whisper

More silent than the night

"Only the good die young"

The carelessness of this life

Makes me a man

I'm sorry mom

That dad hurt you

That is why I'm running away from this town

Those voices of hell

Why I will forget what love means

And run away

From this pain

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