Somewhere

Maybe I Was Dreaming

Maybe I was dreaming that you loved me

It must have been the way you touched me

That made me imagine intimacy

Maybe I was dreaming that you loved me

The way you confided in me

Made me believe in myself

Maybe I was dreaming that you loved me

I practiced a smile

And to you I was glowing

Maybe I was dreaming that you loved me

For when you chose me for my mind

I believed there was more to life than looks

Maybe I was dreaming that you loved me

You told me that you needed space

I had no clue I interfered

Maybe I was dreaming that you loved me

I called you every night

I was shockingly ugly

Maybe I was dreaming that you loved me

For I was crying in parking lots

Writing morbid poetry

Maybe I was dreaming that you loved me

I could never sleep

And I wished my life away

Then at some point when you texted me

Everything was anew

And then again I lost you

I don't know where I went wrong

I see you everywhere

You are so happy and I am so sad

You are so beautiful

I am so wrong

You are so smart

I am so inadequate

And your arms never find me

Even in my dreams

And you look so clean

But I feel like a freak

Tonight I'll be dreaming