Doctor who one shots/imagines BOOK 2🌏

what about us (12)

I felt alone. My chest was numb, my heart was aching inside and I just wanted to get out of here and walk away for good. I'd reached my boiling point with the Doctor, he was so difficult to be around and I couldn't take much more of this. I knew that I wasn't like Bill, who he had lost not long ago. He never spoke about her, but I could tell he was still hurt by losing such a good friend. She was amazing, I loved having her around, I missed her too. It had been a few weeks since, it was fresh and he had been taking it out on me. I could tell. "Y/n, can you just go and keep busy? I really don't want to be around you right now." He complained, as I clench my fists. "Feel free to walk away then, Doctor." I snapped, as he looked at me. Oh shit. "Excuse me?" I'd kept calm for weeks, all I did was stay grounded and try and reason with him, I was composed. This time, all bets were off. "I'm done, Doctor! I can't do this anymore! You're being a shit and I can't be around you!" I screamed, as a feeling of relief came off my chest. That felt good. "Y/n, stop being so emotional. It's very childish." This was getting to be too much, I had to get out of here. "Take me home." He suddenly stopped. "What? Take you home?" I nodded. "Now, Doctor." He took a breath, "Fine. I will." I turn and I ran up the stairs, I slam the bedroom door open as I quickly get my belongings together. I pause, as I felt the tears gather in my eyes. This was so much more painful.

I sit down on the ground, as I broke down in tears. I was completely in love with him, it made it even more difficult to walk away. I hadn't really grieved Bill's death, everything was getting on top of me. I throw my clothes into the bag, as I stand up and turn to the door. I gasped, as I saw him stood behind me. "Are you crying?" The tears ran down my face, as his eyes softened. "Get out of my way, Doctor." I shoved past him, as he caught my arm. "Please don't leave me." I stopped, I didn't really expect this. I look back at him, "Really? You want to act like you care now that I'm fucking crying?" He took my bag and put it down on the ground. "Please. You're right. I've been unfair- I've been cruel. Sit down and just talk to me." I sighed deeply, as I agreed. I sit on the stairs, as he sat beside me. We'd never talked properly before, not about feelings. "Doctor, this might be really hard for you to understand but I really need you right now. More than I've ever needed you. I'm absolutely crushed, it's killing me that you won't talk to me." He took my hands, "I've really struggled with- you know. After Clara died- I really lost myself. I was alone and I had no one. I can't make the same mistake again- I can't let you walk away from me. Because if anything happened to you and our last conversation was.. me screaming at you.. I would completely lose who I am." I nodded, as I grip his hands tightly. "I'm here, Doctor. As difficult as it is.. and believe me, I know. I'm right here. And I need you to talk to me."

"I absolutely adore you, y/n. I can't watch you walk away from me, you're my entire universe." He admitted to me, as I never looked away from him, he made my heart whole. I gently cup his cheek, "You're becoming a real sap, Doctor." I laughed a little, as he smiled. "Shut up." He softly wiped my tears away, as he kissed my forehead. "You'll stay, won't you?" I nodded, "Mhm. Of course I will. I believe in second chances. Just don't get used to it." I lean against his shoulder, as he wrapped his arm around my waist. He held my hand tightly as I felt sleepy. "Are you okay?" I look back at him, "I'm just a bit tired. I might go to sleep soon." I ran a hand through his curls, before I stand up and I head back upstairs. I look back at him again, before I go off to my bedroom. I shut the door, as I take a breath. "Son of a bitch." I whispered, as I sit back on my bed. I really didn't know where we went from here, but I trusted him and he kept me safe. He never let me down. The TARDIS suddenly crashes, as I jump up and I ran back to the console. "Doctor, what the hell happened?!" I held onto the railing, as we crash landed. "I don't know what happened. Something must of got the TARDIS, there's no signal." I went to the doors, as I look outside. "It's really foggy, I can't see anything." He stood behind me, grabbing onto my hips. "Stay behind me." I bite my lip, as he gripped my hand and walked ahead. "Are we on a planet?" I asked, "I haven't figured that out yet."

"Something feels wrong." Suddenly, something grabs onto my arms and pulled me backwards. "Doctor!" I screamed, as my hand slips out of his. "Y/n, no!" I couldn't feel anything, it was so quick. When I opened my eyes again, I looked like I was inside a holding cell. Maybe a prison? I looked around, confused where I was. "Well, at least I'm alive." I told myself, I turn around the corner as I heard running footsteps. I panicked, before I hide behind the wall. "Y/n!" I turn back around, seeing the doctor once again. "Oh my god, y/n." I started to walk towards him, but there was an invisible barrier between us. "Doctor, stop." He frowned, "Electrical fence. Probably got a lot of power on there." It felt strange seeing him, but not being able to even hug him. "You've been missing for six hours. I thought that you-" he stopped. "I've been gone for six hours?" I couldn't believe it, it was all so fast. "I need to get you out of here." I take a breath. "How?" He looked at me. "I'll be back, I promise. Just wait for me!" He ran off, once again as I smiled to myself, sadly. And I knew that he wouldn't be back. I turn and I sit on the steps. I felt dizzy all of a sudden, it hit me so fast. A rush of agony came to my ribs, as I cried out in pain. I fell to my knees, as I held onto my body. I just wanted this pain to be over. "Doctor!" I cried for him, as another surge of pain runs through me. I screamed even louder, as I looked back, his face absolutely torn apart, he had to watch me like this.

He fell to his knees, as the barrier suddenly came up. The pain stopped suddenly, as he ran to my side. "I've got you. I've got you- it's over." He held me in his arms, I grip him tightly as he didn't let me go. "I'm so sorry." He whispered, "I love you." I told him, as he kissed my temple. "I love you more." The way he spoke to easily, it made my heart jump. "Can we get out of here now?" He pulled me up, as my knees buckle, he grabbed onto me, before carrying me back towards the TARDIS. "Let's get out of here."

"It's been a crazy day."