Doctor who one shots/imagines BOOK 2🌏

sweet angel (9)

"Can someone explain why we are back in Cardiff? Again?" Rose rolled her eyes, as we all left the TARDIS. "The circuit is stuck again, I guess it needs a day or so to reboot." I lean against the TARDIS, as Rose gave me a dirty look. She didn't like me, for some reason. I'd never done anything to her, she just got jealous with the Doctor. It was childish, especially when Mickey was with us. Along with Jack. I loved being with them, it was like a family. It was already evening, but it was so beautiful. "Everyone keep busy, I guess." The Doctor glanced my way, I look away. We hadn't talked much for the past few weeks, Rose and Mickey with us, Jack. I just couldn't get my words out. Rose and Mickey left together, hand in hand. I head off the other way, as I went to find something to do, I needed to be distracted from him, he was always on my mind and it drove me crazy. This pent up anger and hurt, it was really getting difficult. I sat beside the waters edge, as I felt the tears in my eyes, I took a deep breath. It was killing me inside, I just wanted to run away from it. "Hey- y/n.. you okay?" I look up, as Jack sat beside me. "Yeah." I play with my hands, "You're about to cry. I can tell. I'm not stupid." I finally broke down, as he wrapped his arm around my back. "It's okay, just let it out." I grip my hair, as I cried. I just hated that I couldn't be honest, I was scared to ruin what we had. "You love him, don't you?" I sit up, as I wipe my tears away.

"If that wasn't obvious enough, Jack." I looked out at the sky. "I'm not an idiot, y/n. I have eyes." He chuckled, I nudged his arm. "Shut up." He looked at me, "Just tell him." I shake my head, "No, I can't. You don't get it- I can't. I can never tell him. You have to promise me you'll never tell him the truth about this, Jack." He stood up, as I did the same. "You know that he loves you too, don't you? He's clearly got feelings, he isn't a robot." I look back at the TARDIS. "No, but do you know how much pain he's put me through? Do you actually understand how hard it is for me to be with him everyday when I can hardly even breathe around him? It's like my body is on fire, Jack. And he's the only one that can save me. It's like he's part of me- I can't stand the pain of loving him. It's killing me." He nodded, "Thank you for being honest, y/n." He looked behind me, as the Doctor was stood there. Fuck. Jack began to walk away, as I was too stunned to even speak. "Doctor-" He shook his head, "Was that so hard?" I look up at him, "It kind of was." He smiled a bit, "Did it help?" I nodded, "I suppose it did. Maybe a bit." He gently took my hands, "You're not going anywhere, so don't even try and run." He pulled me into his arms, as I hugged him tightly. It felt incredible, it was more meaningful. "Doctor, I'm so sorry." I whispered, he leaned into my shoulder. "You told the truth, y/n. I respect that even more. It's what I wanted to hear, that's all I ask."

"Doctor." He looked at me, but I was already preoccupied. "The rift.. it's open." He spun back around, "Run." He grabbed my hand, as we both ran back toward the TARDIS. "Maybe someone should of kept an eye on Slitheen bitch." I glared, when she suddenly ripped her arm off, her claw gripping at my throat. "I'll break her neck like a promise, don't doubt it for a second." I struggled to breathe, choking against the grip as the Doctor glared. I look at him, "What do you want?" She chuckled, "I want to take over this planet, so I can sell it. I want the extrapolator at my feet. Do it now. Or I'll kill her." Jack did as she said, when the Doctor opened up the TARDIS, there was this light. "Look into the light, Margaret." She slowly let go of my neck, as I choked to get my breath. Jack pulled me out of the way, I couldn't stand to be here anymore, I had to get out. "Y/n, wait!" I shut the door, as I ran, I ran away from the TARDIS and I didn't look back. I rub my neck, as I flinched. I ran all the way to my old apartment, I get inside and I slam the door shut. I turn the light on, as I lay down on the couch. I grab a cloth, looking back at the mirror. The bruising on my throat, how it hurt to even breathe. Why did I put up with it? Why did I let her get to me? Why did it hurt? There was a knock at the door, as I slowly stood and I open it. "You're hurt." The Doctor went to touch me, but I move away. "Can I come in?"

"I'd prefer if you didn't, Doctor." He frowned, I could see how hurt he was. "Y/n, please come back to the TARDIS. I'd never put you in danger like that.. not on purpose. I didn't know." I take a breath, "I love you so much, Doctor. I'm so sorry." I held onto him tighter this time, as he hesitated, I could tell. "It's okay. I'm okay." I held onto the back of his neck, as I shut my eyes. "Please don't leave me."

"I couldn't if I tried. My doctor."

"My y/n."