Doctor who one shots/imagines BOOK 2🌏

into the depths below (12)

"What are you saying, Doctor?" I look at him, as he took a deep breath. "I can't do this anymore. I can't be with you. Not as my companion- I need you to go." My heart broke, as I shake my head. "No. You don't mean that. We've been together for four years, are you serious?" His eyes filled with hurt, I knew he didn't want to do this. "I'm so sorry." His voice shook, as I step back. "I am telling you now, Doctor. You will regret this. Let me tell you that now, you remember every word of this. You will regret this." I grab my jacket, before I storm out of the TARDIS. My tears fell, as I walked away. I look back at the TARDIS, as I watched it fade away. My heart was aching, he just left me. With no explanation. And it hurt more than I thought it would. "Y/n?" I look around, as Clara looked at me. "Oh my god, what is it?" She hugged me tightly, as I broke down in tears. "He left me." I sobbed, as she held me tightly. "He wouldn't.. he wouldn't do that. There must be a reason. I'll talk to him, okay? I promise. Just go inside and I'll go find him." I look at her, "He's gone, Clara. I just watched him leave." She gave me a sad smile. "I know where he'll be. Just go inside, I'll be right there." I turn and I went inside the flat. I sit on the couch, staring at the wall as I felt so tired. I loved him so much, the thought of him was eating away at me. I felt like I was going to stop breathing, it was so painful. It was the worst.

Later on, Clara came back to the flat. "Listen to me. And stay calm, okay?" She sat beside me, as I look at her. "He shouldn't of said what he said to you, that's wrong. He went the wrong way about it, trust me. He feels dreadful, y/n. He got a bit mixed up with his feelings, because the truth is that he adores you. He's just afraid to love a human. Because he's different now, not like he was before. But he wants to come and speak to you, properly. I'll leave you both to talk. Just hear him out. Alright?" I nodded, as there's a knock. Shit. He was here. I look away, as the door opened. "If you make her cry again, I'll do a lot more than hit you." She snapped, I smiled a bit. Clara was honestly amazing, I'd be lost without her beside me. The door shut, as she left us both. He slowly sits beside me. "I was wrong. I shouldn't of kicked you out like that." I was angry, now I was mad. "Do you think maybe you could of talked to me?" I look at him, as he sighed. "I'm not the best at feelings, y/n. I panicked." I stand up, "How about it, Doctor? What do you actually want? Because I've had enough. My heart is broken because of you, now I wish I'd never even met you." I take a breath. "I didn't mean that, I'm sorry." He gently takes my hand, "Just come and sit down." I sit next to him, "Y/n, you should know that I have very strong feelings towards you. I love you. And I don't say that, ever. To anyone. Not like this. You're the first person I've told that to."

"I just wish you'd told me that, Doctor. This could of been sorted in a different way, maybe we wouldn't of had to argue." He watched me, "There's seven billion people on this planet and I only want you." He admitted, as I hug him tightly. He gripped onto my back, like he was afraid I'd disappear. "We can work this out, I promise." I told him, as he nodded. "Let's just take it one step at a time." He ran a hand over my hair. "You couldn't really get rid of me that easily, Doctor." I gently touch his curls, as he frowned. "Hands off the hair." He warned me, as I laughed. "Maybe you should dye it." I joked, he gave me a look of warning as I smirked. "Sorry, grandad." He grabbed onto my waist, as he tried to tickle me. I laughed, "Okay, okay! I'm joking! You win!" I laid on his lap, which would of usually been awkward. "Oh, I'm sorry. I'll move." He just stared at me. "No. No, don't. Just stay here. Stay with me." I smiled a bit, as I lean against his shoulder. He hesitated, before he pulled me into his arms, his hand in my hair.

And I knew we would be alright.