Doctor who one shots/imagines BOOK 2🌏

two ghosts (8th)

"This is so beautiful." I look up at the stars, under the big oak tree in the park. I still thought of him, my doctor, even if he was gone. But, I made my choice. I came her every night for months, just to remember the first time we met. I sighed deeply, as I looked around, there wasn't a lot of people around, but I liked it here. It was getting late, when I stood up and I started to walk back home. I felt strange, like I was being watched. I turn around, but I didn't see anyone. "Weird." I ignore it, as I kept walking down the street to my block of flats. I let myself in, going up the stairs and to my flat, I open the door and shut it behind me, before throwing my keys on the table. There was a paper on the side, I didn't really look at it, but it caught my attention. I turn the tv on, as I grab a bottle and pour a glass of wine. I pick up the note, as I sat on the couch. I open it up, almost dropping my glass. It was from the Doctor. 'I'm back' that was all it said, was he back for me? What did this even mean? "Shit." I whispered, as it made sense. Was he watching me? I put the glass down, as I headed outside. I walked down the street, but I couldn't see the TARDIS anywhere. "If you're still here, Doctor.. just go. I don't want you here." I turned and I walked back, "You know, I can tell when you're lying." I stopped, I almost didn't want to look back at him, after two years, I didn't want to believe he was actually here.

I look back at him, he hadn't changed at all. I didn't expect anything less. "Hello, y/n." I didn't even know what to say, I just wanted him. I always had. "Doctor." I step back slightly, as he moved closer. "Don't. Don't move any closer." He stopped, as I glance back. "I told you, go back to the TARDIS." He never looked away, "You still need me, just admit it." I shake my head, "You don't get to come back from this, Doctor. I made my choice, so did you." He held out his hand, "Come with me. Don't make me ask again." I look at his hand, then back at him. "No." He was shaking, but I knew that this was best. "Please." He whispered, "I'm going home, Doctor. I suggest you do the same." I turn and I start to walk away, but everything inside me told me to go back, I couldn't deny it anymore. "Damn it." I whispered, I turn and I ran back into his arms. He held me tightly, as I shut my eyes and I felt home again. "I knew you'd come back, I knew it." I lean into his chest, as I take a breath, like I'd been reborn again, like he brought me back. I look at his eyes, "I didn't think I'd ever see you again." He smiled sadly, "I should of come sooner, I'm sorry." I took his hand, as we started to walk down the road together. "There's this planet I want to take you to, it's beautiful. It's made out of diamonds." We walked inside the TARDIS, "It sounds amazing." I look at the console, I ran my hand along the surface. "I've missed being here." He leaned over me, as he pulled the lever. "Let's go."

When the TARDIS crashed, I remembered the Doctor screaming my name before I hit my head. The rest, it was just lost. I woke up, it was so dark and I couldn't remember how I ended up here. "Doctor!" I shouted, my voice echoed into the air as I look up, I was so scared that I could barely breathe. There was a bright light, as I pull myself up and I look around, it looked like a planet, but I wasn't sure. I was covered in blood, bruises, cuts. I didn't even know how I survived. I look down, there was a piece of metal sticking out of my thigh. "Oh, shit." The shock made me numb, I hadn't even realised it. I look around, trying to figure out where I was. I lean against the wall, I was in so much pain and I needed to find the doctor. "Y/n!" I heard him call for me, but he sounded so far away, I thought my mind was hearing things. I look outside, "Daleks." I whispered, this wasn't earth. Was this Skaro? I place my hand on the window, pulling myself against the wall. "Y/n!" I get around the corner, as I heard someone walking around. I hesitated, as I was injured and I didn't want to push myself too hard. I felt like I was going to pass out, I slide back against the wall as I try to stay awake. "Oh my god, y/n." The Doctor cupped my face, as he looked at me. "You're bleeding- there's so much blood." He looked at his hands, as he tried to stay calm. "It's okay, I'm going to heal you.. I'll make you feel better." His hands started to glow, "Doctor, don't." I closed my eyes.

When I finally woke up, I felt normal. I was fine, he actually healed me. I look around, as I pull myself up and I look at him. "Why?" He looked back at me, "You think I'd let you die?" I went silent, "Really? You think I would? Wow." He looked away, outside the window. "Don't act like you care, Doctor." He rolled his eyes, "Just go back to the TARDIS, y/n. I'm not in the mood for this." I shake my head, "You're a coward, you know that, don't you? You let your people die, your entire race is dead because of you." I snapped, instantly regretting it. That was way too far, I never should of said that. He looked so mad, I'd never seen rage like it. "What would you know? You don't have anyone to love you, your parents are dead, I should of left you to die." That was even worse than I imagined it would of been. "All of the love I had left, I gave it up. Look after it for me, Doctor." My voice breaks, as I turned and I ran down the corridor. "Y/n, wait-" I felt the tears in my eyes, my throat aching as all of that pain that I had hidden away, came right back. When I got back to the TARDIS, I ran to my bedroom and I jammed the door shut. I laid on the bed, as I curl up and I sobbed, everything he said was true, I had nothing left. My family was gone, I didn't have anything else in this world and that was it, if I didn't have him, I really had nothing else. "Open the door, y/n." I shut my eyes, as I stayed silent. "Look, I- the way I spoke to you was inexcusable. I was wrong, about all of it. I know you wanted to hurt me, but I don't care about my feelings. I just care about you. You're everything that I-" he stopped, as I looked back at the door. "Just talk to me."

I slowly open the door, as he looked down at me. "Y/n, I'm so sorry." He gently wiped my tears away, as he held me against his chest. "I never meant-" he stopped me, "Enough. I know. I know." I sat back on the bed, as he took my hand. "If you were anyone else, I would of taken you home.. but you, you've been my lifeline for years, y/n. And I can't imagine doing this without you. I adore you, I care about you more than anything in this universe. And I know I can be cruel, but I can't let you leave me. I won't let you." I take a deep breath, "Is it supposed to hurt?" He looked at me, "It's just a wound that takes time to heal, but it will. It won't hurt anymore, the scar will always be there, but it won't cause you pain."

"I love you, Doctor."

"I love you endlessly, y/n."