Doctor who one shots/imagines BOOK 2🌏

loving him was red (8th)

"I can't believe you did that!" He yelled at me, as he stormed inside the TARDIS. "Doctor, you had a choice to help and you walked away! What kind of man are you?!" I grab his hand as he went to start the TARDIS. "Enough!" He pushed my hand away, which made me fall back and I landed on the ground. "For gods sake, doctor! What is your problem?!" I pull myself up, as I stormed upstairs. I went to the library and I shut the door, locking it angrily as I sat on the couch and I tried not to cry. I take a deep breath, as I lean back and I shut my eyes for a moment, I hated when we argued, it felt like my entire world was closing in and I couldn't breathe. "Y/n, open the door." He banged on the door, as I ignored him, I lay back and I look up at the ceiling. "Open the door!" He yelled, as I shut my eyes for a moment as I take a breath. "I- I'm sorry. I'm sorry, just talk to me." I stare at the door for a moment, as I hesitated. I slowly stand up, as I walked to the door. I put my hand on the lock, as I felt his presence. I glance down, as I put my hand against the door. "This is the only way I know how to make you listen." I whispered, I stood away and I walk back to the couch, I sat down as I curl up and I lay on my side, I felt so alone in this place I called home, I almost didn't want to be here, I felt like I was losing my mind, who I was before this life.

Later on, I went to go and find him. I sat down on the steps, as he worked away at the TARDIS, he hadn't even looked at me. I watch him for a while, just silent. "Is this what you do? Are you punishing me?" He glanced up at me, "Punishment? Doctor, you drove me here. You'll never learn if I keep forgiving you." He leaned against the TARDIS console. "I don't blame you for doing what you did, y/n. But you can't lock yourself away when reality comes, that's not how it works." I shake my head, "The reality is, you're mean. You're a cruel man, Doctor. And you push and push, until I can't come back. And I won't just forgive you to make you happy. Not anymore." He glared at me, "Fine. I'll take you back." He powered up the TARDIS, "You did it to yourself." I walked to my bedroom, as I shut the door and I felt like I'd been stabbed. It was the worst pain, he took my heart and threw it away, like it was nothing. I grab whatever I could, before I walked back to the console. "Go on, get out of here." He turned away, as I look at him. Why couldn't I say it? Why couldn't I be honest? I open the door, as I walked out into the city of London. Home. After all these years, I almost forgot what it was like, real life. I turn back to the TARDIS, the door was still open. I could see him, he was leaning on the console, staring. I frowned, as I shut the door behind me and I walked away from him. I went back to my flat, shutting the door and I sat on the couch, with a pain inside me. The pain this was my life now.

Later that evening, there was a knock at my door. I stand up, walking to the door and when I opened it, he looked down at me. "Thank god I found you, I wasn't sure which one it was." I frowned, "Doctor, you- what?" He sighed, "This sounds stupid, but I don't think I can be the Doctor anymore." I was so confused, "Why? What happened?" He leaned on the doorframe, "You happened." I rolled my eyes, "God, you're an idiot." I hug him tightly, as he squeezed me tightly. "I'm so sorry." He whispered, I pull him inside as I shut the door. "Doctor, I just needed you to listen to me. I wanted you to see me. That was all I wanted." He took my hand, "I do. I always have, I was embarrassed because I like you. A lot, I thought you'd laugh at me." I sighed, "Why would I laugh at you? I love you." I admitted, as I stopped. Shit. "You love me?" I look away, "Maybe." He suddenly kissed me, catching me off guard and I didn't know what to think. "Christ, Doctor!" I pull away, a little surprised. "It's okay because you love me." He grinned, as I laughed. "You're an idiot." I sat down on the couch, as he sat opposite me. "Is this what people do? They just sit here? Boring." I smiled, as I look at him. "This is life, Doctor." He moved over to me, as he glanced over. "It doesn't have to be." I lean on his shoulder, "It does for me." I whispered, "I never should of let you leave the TARDIS." I lean back, "It's okay, I'll get over it."

One year after that night, I still dreamt of him. When I let him go, it was beyond difficult. I still saw his face, his laugh, the way we laughed together. The way he protected me. I heard a loud crash, I ran to the window as the sky opened up and thousands of Daleks emerged from the sky. "Shit. Here we go again." I grab my jacket, before I ran out of the door and outside. I'd never seen anything like it, the Daleks hadn't invaded for a long while. "I need you, Timelord. Give me a miracle." I watched as the Daleks killed innocent people, just like they always had. "Exterminate!" The Dalek shot at me, as I moved away from the door and it caught on fire, I ran to the stairs as the fire spread up the walls. I get to the door, but it was jammed. "Shit!" I shouted, I watched the fire come closer to me, I pull myself through the window, catching my jacket on some broken glass and it cuts my arm, I flinched as I pull myself up onto the roof. I was bleeding quite a lot, but I didn't care. "Y/n!" I heard that damned voice, as he ran to me and he pulled me into his arms. "Thank god." He whispered, as he looked at me. "Are you hurt? Do you need me?" I look at my arm, I was still bleeding. "It's okay, I'm here." He put his hand over the cut, as it glowed for a moment and disappeared. "Why did you do that, Doctor?" He shook his head, "I had to, I broke your heart. I'm not the best as mending hearts, but I'll die trying." I slap him, as he held onto the side of his face. "What did you do that for?!" I rolled my eyes.

"You left me, you stupid prick! That's why!" I yelled at him, as one of the Daleks landed on the roof. "The Doctor- our greatest enemy!" I stood in front of him, "Y/n, don't even think about it. I'm not letting you die for me." He grabbed my shoulders, as I look at him. "You can thank me later." The Dalek watched us. "Exterminate!" It shot at me, as blackness surrounded me as I fell to the ground. It felt weird, like I was trapped inside my head. I could hear everything around me, but I couldn't move. "Y/n, y/n, wake up. Wake up!" He shook me, as I tried so hard to move, but I was stuck. I was screaming to get up and fight, but I felt like I was dying all over again. I couldn't remember how the Daleks got away, how the doctor stopped them. When I woke up, I was surrounded by blue and white walls. I didn't know where I was, how I ended up here. "What the-" I flinched, as I looked up. The door opened, as the Doctor came to my side. "You're finally awake." I smiled a bit, "The Daleks-" he kissed my forehead. "I've sorted it, don't worry." I gently grab his hand, as he watched me. "I never wanted this, Doctor." He nodded, "I'm never letting you out of my sight, ever again."

"Good."